Made of Ashes

insert a smiley face here, then turn the lips 180 degrees

2011-11-13T07:46:00.000-08:00

Hello there. How are we? Haha. Might as well ask myself too. So. I've been doing a lot of stuff. School stuff, mostly. Boring school stuff, to be exact. And I'm having a superb 9 days off because of SEA games, and this Student Body Council thing stole 3 days of it. Considered rude. Anyways. I really, really miss my friends. They just never get it that every time I ask them out they only answered things like "Yeah!" "Sure!" "When?" and then they're gone.When someday any of you read this post, remember that I ALWAYS NEED YOU GUYS, you're just rarely there. And I'm sad about it. I'm not mad, I'm never mad. I'm just, sad. Beyond sad. Like, I still can't settle in my new school, yet I feel like my old one has left me. I know, I should've let it go but, moving on is hard. I wouldn't want my old friends to separate with me. They are the only piece of my JHS life that I still can have. So, friends, if you read this, try contact me in any way, okay? Because I'm always trying to reach out to you guys, you just never take my reaching hand out. That's it, all I wanna say. I miss you guys. For friends are forever can exist, only if you want to. xo, C

Still the same case...now with different reason.

2011-08-05T01:17:00.000-07:00

Shit. Sorry for saying that, but, SHIT. I'm really, really not happy with my choice of school. With my, unfortunately, current school. This is not cool at all. I've been crying, and crying, and cryyyyying everytime I remember my junior high. I was depressed. I AM depressed. Then when I miss my middle school friends, I go online to Twitter. Then I saw them like being really really happy with their schools, and I'm like here...alone...being sad...missing them. I'm thinking it's not fair, but I don't want to be selfish. They deserve happiness. Today I didn't go to school because, well, I'm tired because of the activities yesterday, and the fact that I hate every aspect of my new school. EVERY SINGLE F-ING ASPECT. Anyways, I'm going to put a smile on my face for the entire week next week. Because what people are saying is..."Happiness comes from within." I might as well try, right?

Blue Everyday.

2011-07-13T04:10:00.000-07:00

I can't.

I can't do this...I'm so depressed that I can't have my friends back. I mean, I know you're saying "Oh, come on, you have been bitching about this on Twitter for like ever," but the truth is it's hard for me. It's really hard since I live apart from my family now, all my beloved stuffs are left at home, all my beloved friends moving on with their lives. I know it's been only 3 days and I will get through it but...as I said, leaving a 13-year-old-thing is really, really not an exciting thing to do.

I'm starting to think what will happen if I chose a different path, if I at least have some of my old friends nearby. Hearing the stories here, it's going to be a tough 3 years. I have to be strong, stronger, and stronger through time. People will say that I'm in high school, this is such a mundane thing and at last friends didn't matter anymore. But I will just going to say this:

That starting anew, no matter how old you are, is always hard.

Entering a new chapter in life.

2011-07-08T04:55:00.000-07:00

Guys! I'm going to be a highschooler in a view more days. *insert laugh/cry sounds here* Tomorrow I'll enter a pre-orientation stuff, meeting the people I'll be meeting almost everyday for the next 3 years in my life. Leaving my friends in middle school. I never thought that I'll be *this* sad. But I actually really, really do.

I never hated my class but I always feel we can be more than that. Like when other classes are making trips and all, we'll just sit back in our houses reading the next test's material. I always thought "why can't we be as fun?" "why do I have to be in *this* class?" "why don't I get what that class have?" but when I reached the point of applying to schools, I see the benefits. I'm thankful that I'm placed in that class. I'm grateful how my friends cared about themselves first in my class so I could focus on me. I'm grateful that it was my destiny.

So my point is, although we spent a lot of time worrying our own business, I'm going to really miss this guys that most of them I spent 3 years with. I'm going to miss my bestfriends that are not going to be with me as often as they did anymore. I'm going to miss the hallway, every part of my former school. They're all going to be a part of me, I will take them everywhere with me in my mind like. A chapter called "Middle School." But now I will have to move on and enter the new chapter: "High School." Will it be more chalenging? Fun? Serious? Will I be satisfied? Will I regret it?

One answer: We'll see.

-chanty

Things You (Might) Want to Know

2011-05-17T03:17:00.001-07:00

Yeah so, sorry for being totally a drag these past months, but thank you to two of my favorite bands in the world, they got all my good mood back from where they've been hiding these past…months. Or year.

So it happened on May 14^th, which is yesterday(I draft this in my laptop on 15^th) and yesterday I was really tired so I barely can keep my eyes wide open when I arrived home. Here's the story…

Friday, May 13^th 2011

The day before, I went to Lippo to exchange my voucher to a ticket, accompanied by Ayu&Ira. The plan was, I exchange my ticket, and they buy theirs. But…the ticket box was closed at the mall and we can only buy on the spot. Ayu&Ira haven't sure they will go anyways, it left me no one promised to go with me to the concert. We went to TimeZone then and rode jet coaster&wired car. Lol it sounds silly but it was really fun. Then we decided to took a picture in a photo box, because Ira realized we haven't had a picture with each other in a photo box. Ever. In our middle school life at least. So we took some pictures…and the result is like super crazy and inappropriate srsly. Lol.

At night Ira called me and said I had to talk to her mother so she will permit her to go…but the result was negative. Ira was really upset and so was I. I mean, I really want to get crazy with her over Nick really. Because I'm the only one who likes Cameron, I have to get crazy with myself over that. but at least I have someone to get crazy with over Nick ryte?? Ayu said she won't go with me if Ira won't go anyways. But…she's not *that* obsessed over Nick so if she accompanied me she won't go out of breath with me or something. Least I thought so.

Saturday, May 14^th 2011

I've been trying to go to their hotel in the morning, but my friend who will accompany me—Ayi—said her father didn't grant her, so it was cancelled. I already woke up at ½ 10 tho, so surfed the internet instead.

I searched everything. Mostly things about the concert, stalking some people and search for "Nick Santino" at Twitter, searching possibilities for anyone to meet&take pictures with him&the rest. Finding nothing, I go back to search stupid things I will never need while keeping track on BBM with Ayu. By 1PM, she still didn't know if she will go. But when I prepared for a shower…she said that she will because she really need to see Nick, and because I keep provoking that she will regret if she doesn't go with me.

I went then, leaving my food that I don't have any desire to eat. And so, I wait for Ayu because we decided to meet up on the road. I waited…and she said that she was in a traffic. And when she finally came…we rushed.

We finally arrived and we bought Ayu's ticket first…then we don't know what to do and people were like grouping…and it was only the two of us in our group. Then the gate opened, and we were included in the first ones who got in. At least we thought so. Inside a bunch of people were already in line waiting for the last gate(there were 3 gates as usual) to open. We took pictures with the picture of The Downtown Fiction but we didn't get the chance to took one with the ARTTM one. Whatever. It was just the printed version of 'em. So anyways we got in, really in the venue, in front of the stage. People were already crowding, so we sat first then we got in the crowd. I have never really in the center of the crowd in concerts I've been to, and I was kind of out of breath even before the show started. But we adapted and we can breathe, but the crowd was being like super crazy and me&Ayu was like only giggled.

The Concert

Then Cameron came out and everything changed. I forgot I was out of breath, I forgot about the people pushing me back and forth, I forgot there was people beside me and him. Then the rest of the band came out and I was…awestrucked by David. He was really cute that night. He is good looking. The way he rocked his head…oh my God. And Cameron…he is 50% of my reason of why I bought that concert ticket. And it was worth. The rest 50% was for ARTTM, not only Nick. And I can barely see Eric, but I know he was super cool.

I forgot the order of the song, but thank God I kept their setlist on my iPod—helps me a lot when I tried to memorize the lyrics. Out of the setlist of what they usually plays, they didn't play Freak only. Gah that was the song that I really memorized from their new album, but whatever. I really enjoyed "She Knows" tho, it sounded kinda boring in the recorded version because the chorus repeated too much, but live, it was all different. The lighting, the energy, Cameron, everything. The best song they played, I guess. The second one was "Best I Never Had," the third spot I gave to "Your Voice." And, being my favorite song that make me fell in love with TDF moths ago, "Where Dreams Go to Die"—which I thought weren't gonna be played—deserved the 1 spot too. The way Cameron sang it was just pure love. And God, no one around me knew that song so when I sang—okay, I screamed the words to the song, not singing—everyone around me was like staring at me, but fuck 'em lol. But when Cameron let us sing I heard the faint sound of the others singing, but not much. Most of them was there for ARTTM so I guess I can understand. BUT DON'T FUCKING STARE AT ME?? Bitch please we were in a concert not a court room. Lol. What was really cute was that Cameron said "Cenat cenut" and ppl said he said "Unyu" but I did't hear. Lol. So much love for that guy in red and white. Moving on.

At TDF's last song—Living Proof, I barely sing because I kind of don't really like the song—I was literally out of breath and I said to Ayu that I can't stand it anymore. "But we can't get back…" Ayu said, to that spot, which was in the middle, one line straight with the vocalist's position. But I won't care about positions when I'm dead, would I? So we really got out. Then I was kind of collapsing, my head was spinning like crazy. I needed water, so Ayu bought it and called me to come out of the venue because we weren't allowed to drink inside. So I came out and took some big sips of water and we bought some food. It was a free period, but then we heard sounds of Hey Monday coming up stage. None of us liked HM so we ate like a boss. We decided to store our things so we won't have anything bothers us in the crowd again. So I only brought my iPod&phone.

We got inside when it was like 3 songs left for HM, and right when they played "Candles," which was the only song I have in my iPod of HM. I sang through the reff, and found myself enjoying it the rest of the song. Cassadee was really pretty, and her voice wasn't really annoying live lol sorry HM fans I'm not a fan of her voice. Two of their guitarists(or bassists?) are really cute lol but whatever idk their names. Then me and Ayu keep searching for a comfort spot to watch—people were really tall! Or are we short?—but when we got in the center again, we were being pushed and out of breath again so we were out again.

Nick came out. AND WE SCRRRRRRRRRRRREAMED. Like crazy. Halvo was on the other side of the stage so it was kinda hard watching him from where me&Ayu were. I kept noticing that Halvo wanted to say something but Nick was so self-centered that he always talk, so did Justin. Poor HalvoL wish I was on his side. Of the stage. And yep I'm conscious that it was their album's name too. I'M ON YOUR SIDE HALVO. But I'm still a fan of Nick tho lol. They played On Your Side first and I was screaming, not singing. I was like "I KNOW YOUR FACE!!!!! YOUR EYES!!! YOUR LIPS!!!! YOURRRR TASTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" go with me for a concert and you'll see another side of me. I'm upset tho that they don't play" If Only They Knew"L One of the song I liked from "Greetings From…". My iPod was being a drag and said they weren't enough space to record them…and for a second I blamed George for his band's songs have such big memory. Then I blame myself for loving too many tracks. Lol. Anyways, my favorite song played live was…I can't decide. I loved all!!!! But I would say:

Firsts(the ones that made me jumping, screaming for singing, and dancing like a boss):

"Annabelle"

"Fear of Flying"

"She's Killing Me"

"Dakota"

"Just Another One"

and although I don't know the song, they were lovely when playing "Not A Second to Waste"

and "Mr.Right"<3

Seconds(the ones that made me sing like no one's there but me):

"Life of the Party"

"Baby Blue Eyes" (because we sang more than Nick sang it, otherwise I'll put it in first)

"No One Will Ever Get Hurt"

"Give A Damn"

"Like We Used To" (I know this is their most mainstream song, but…)

"On A Lonely Night"

"On Your Side"

It was "Like We Used To" and "Mr.Right" for encore, although in my setlist it was "Annabelle" and they usually played a cover. But they don't even play "If Only They Knew" and they played like really good I was speechless, awestrucked, and more in love with them so no more word. They came out after the show and I missed it, but I caught Halvo signing so I ran and I got itJ Although I really envied those who took pics with them, then met them on the airport and in their hotel…I will get my chance someday then, with another or the same band, who knows?

Bottom line, it was one of the best night I've had…and I will never forget it, like forever, and it was a story to tell to my children, that one day I've been to a concert and the band was called "The Downtown Fiction" and "A Rocket to the Moon." Or maybe, in that time they're already super well-known like The Beatles. Lol I wish I wish I wish. Yes they were THAT awesome. Anyways, come back soon! Indonesia heart you<3

"I guarantee we will never forget this night for the rest of our lives!"

-Cameron Leahy, May 14^th 2011

Narendra

2011-02-14T23:36:00.000-08:00

Zola menyusuri koridor yand dipenuhi mahasiswa yang menunggu masuk jadwal kuliahnya atau baru saja keluar. Sejak tadi ia telah mencari-cari fakultas ini diantara beberapa gedung lainnya, dan setelah diberi instruksi lebih lanjut ia memasuki gedung ini dan sekarang ia punya masalah baru. Dimana kelas tempat seharusnya ia berada? Ia memperhatikan plang yang tertera di atas setiap pintu, namun… Ha! Ketemu! Akhirnya. Zola membetulkan dasinya dan memasuki ruangan tersebut, dan langsung menuju meja. Ia meletakkan map-mapnya di meja, merapikannya, dan berdiri memandangi sekeliling. Para mahasiswa di depannya mulai berhenti mengobrol dan membenarkan posisi duduk mereka. Zola meletakkan kedua tangannya di pinggiran meja. Dasinya bergelantungan dan kemejanya digulung sampai siku. “Pagi,” Zola berkata, dan tersenyum kepada para mahasiswa. “Pagiii,” para mahasiswa membalas, dengan teriakan, dan seruan malas-malasan. “Yak, saya tahu jadwal kalian pagi ini seharusnya bersama Pak Yusuf. Namun beliau ada urusan, dan sepertinya beliau sudah memberitahu bahwa aka nada dosen pengganti?” kata Zola sambil berjalan ke depan papan tulis yang terletak di sebelah meja tempat ia menaruh berkas-berkasnya. “Udaaah,” saut para murid sementaranya. “Sebelumnya, nama saya Zola. Kalian boleh memanggil saya Pak, atau Kak terserah. Saya lulus belum lama, kok. Tapi karena satu bidang yang saya dalami ini, saya sudah dianggap dapat mengajarkan materi ini dengan baik. Saya belum niat mencari pekerjaan karena seperti yang saya bilang, saya sedang mendalami suatu materi,” kata Zola santai. “Jadi, sebelumnya, saya akan bercerita terlebih dahulu. Kalian tidak perlu mencatat atau apa pun, bahkan kalian boleh tidur dan melakukan hal lain, tapi setelah mendengarkan cerita saya, saya cukup yakin tidak akan ada dari kalian yang berpaling dari saya…” Para mahasiswa malas-malasan memperhatikan, menunggu cerita segera dimulai. “Begini…”

Naren menatap sekeliling, di depannya sebuah pintu dengan tulisan “Anita Meliasari, S.Psi., Psikolog Anak”. Mama sedang sibuk membicarakan sesuatu dengan seseorang berbaju putih-putih—suster. Dua kursi darinya, seorang gadis seumuran dengannya sedang menggapai-gapai, seperti ingin menangkap sesuatu. “LUCY!!!LUCY!!!” teriak gadis itu. “Bantu aku tangkap Lucyyy!” mata birunya yang bulat dan besar menatap Naren meminta pertolongan. Rambut pirang ikalnya bergerak kesana kemari. “Aku nggak liat apa-apa.” Kata Naren tanpa berani menatap gadis itu. “Oh,” seru gadis itu.sejenak melupakan ‘Lucy’. “Aku ngerti. Kamu pasti nggak bisa liat Lucy. Kamu bisa liat Yumi kucingku? Dia ada di sebelah kamu, lho…” Naren menggeleng. Anak ini kenapa sih… “Dia suka nyakar!” kata gadis itu menatap ke sebelahnya, yang jelas-jelas tidak ada apa-apa. Seorang suster keluar dan memanggil nama Naren. “Naren, ayo kita masuk. Halo, Nina. Lagi nemenin mama, ya?” Mama Naren menggendong Naren dan mengusap ubun-ubun gadis itu—Nina. “Iya.” Nina masih sibuk dengan teman-teman khayalannya saat ditinggalkan. Di dalam ruangan, seseorang menyapa Naren dan menanyakan beberapa pertanyaan. Ia menjawab singkat tanpa berani menatap wajah orang itu. Naren tidak suka ditanya-tanya oleh orang yang kurang ia kenal. “Naren memang ada indikasi autis,” kata orang itu. Naren sama sekali nggak mengerti dia ngomong apa. “Tapi coba dibawa kesini lagi, itu cuma indikasi, dan belum tentu. Naren juga baru berumur lima tahun, bisa saja cuma pemalu. Nanti coba saya cari metode apa yang efektif untuk Naren agar lebih mudah berinteraksi.” Mereka pun keluar, lalu meninggalkan rumah sakit itu. Saat melewati Nina, Nina melambai kepada Naren dengan senyum lebar.

“Beberapa kali Naren pergi ke rumah sakit, Naren semakin sering bertemu Nina dan mereka menjadi teman dekat. Naren sering diperkenalkan pada ‘teman-teman’ Nina yang tidak bisa dilihat Naren. Atau siapa pun,” Zola tertawa sebentar lalu melanjutkan, “Dan walaupun kadang Nina tiba-tiba marah tanpa alasan dan teriak-teriak atau bahkan mencoba menyakiti dirinya sendiri, Naren tetap senang dekat dengan Nina. Ia tidak punya teman di sekolah, kata orang-orang ia terlalu pemalu. Psikolog bilang pertemanan mereka ‘membawa efek baik pada kemampuan interaksi Naren’, yang membuat mamanya senang Naren berteman dengan Nina, walaupun Nina agak ‘berbeda’.” Zola menatap mahasiswa yang tetap kurang tertarik mendengar ceritanya. “Lama kelamaan Naren jadi sering main ke rumah Nina atau sebaliknya, apalagi setelah ibunya memberitahu rumah Nina hanya beberapa blok dari rumahnya. Naren juga selalu diberi gambar-gambar oleh Nina, gambar teman-teman khayalan Nina lengkap dengan nama-namanya. Walau pun hanya halusinasi Nina saja, setidaknya Naren bisa membayangkan mereka. “Mereka pun mulai beranjak dewasa, dan mereka tetap begitu, main bersama. Naren mengerti Nina dengan dunianya dan emosinya yang tidak pernah stabil, selalu seperti dia dihantui sesuatu. Dan Nina mengerti Naren dengan segala diamnya, dan mereka nyaman satu sama lain.” Zola menarik kursi meja dosen, dan duduk. “Hingga suatu hari, mereka sudah hampir menginjak tingkat kuliah. Sikap Nina sudah mulai dapat terkontrol seiring meningkatnya usianya, namun tidak sepenuhnya. Dan kita sampai di klimaks cerita…”

“Hai, Naren! Yumi, awas! Naren mau duduk,” setelah memastikan ‘Yumi’ sudah ‘menyingkir’, Naren duduk di ayunan sebelah Nina.”Eh, kamu mau masuk universitas mana?” “Kayaknya Universitas Brawijaya, kamu?” “Erlangga. Kamu masuk situ juga, dong,” Nina memasang muka cemberutnya.”Kamu nggak mau masuk Erlangga karena mau ngehindarin aku, ya? Iya, kan?” “Bukan! Bukan! Cuma…mm…gimana, ya…” Naren tau hal sesimpel ini bisa membuat Nina meledak, tapi kalau dia berjanji dan tidak ditepati, bisa lebih gawat. “POKOKNYA HARUS MASUK ERLANGGA SAMA AKU! NAREN NGGAK BOLEH PISAH SAMA AKU! NAREN SAHABAT AKU! NAREN NGGAK BOLEH NINGGALIN NINA!” Nina berdiri dan berlari masuk ke rumahnya, lalu mengambil satu vas bunga dan membantingnya ke lantai. Ia mengambil salah satu pecahan vas tersebut dan mengiris-ngiris tangannya. “Naren nggak boleh!!! NGGAK BOLEEEH!” Naren masuk ke dalam, mencoba menenangkan Nina. Tapi seperti biasa, tidak bisa. Naren malah diacung-acungi pecahan vas tersebut. Akhirnya salah satu dari ‘teman’-nya menenangkan Nina dalam cara yang Naren tidak bisa lihat. Cara yang hanya Nina yang bisa merasakan. “Kamu bener, Go. Iya, iya. Nina masih punya kalian dan Naren nggak punya. Benar. Naren pergiii!!!!!!” sepertinya Algo, salah satu ‘burung peliharaan’ Nina. Nina menjatuhkan pecahan vas tersebut, namun tetap saja tangannya sudah meneteskan darah. “Nina! Kamu keterlaluan! Ngapain kamu ngamuk-ngamuk! Sudah Papa bilang kamu nggak boleh kayak begitu sama Naren!” Papa Nina tiba-tiba turun dari tangga dan menuju dapur, lalu memukul Nina. “AAA Papa jahat! Nina benci Papa! Semua orang benci Papa!” Papa Nina malah memukul lebih keras karena Nina bicara seperti itu. “Yumi, bantu, Mi!!!” Nina berteriak pada ‘kucing’-nya. “Om, bukan salah Nina, Om.” Naren mencoba meredakan emosi Papa Nina. “Papa capek, Nina, punya anak seperti kamu! Penyakitan seperti itu! Gila kamu! Papa capek!” Papa Nina teriak di ujung pintu dapur dan naik kembali meninggalkan Nina menangis meraung-raung dan Naren yang bingung setengah mati. Naren meremas rambut pendeknya, frustasi.

Naren sedang mengerjakan PR saat terdengar bunyi bel sepeda familier dari luar rumahnya. Nina ada di luar, seperti yang sudah Naren kira. Terakhir kali ia bertemu Nina, saat ledakkan emosi Nina minggu lalu. Nina meminta Naren tidak menemuinya dulu hingga Nina mencarinya. “Ren…” Nina masuk dengan wajah basah air mata. Nina langsung berlari menubruk Naren dan menenggelamkan wajahnya di dada Naren. Naren menepuk-nepuk bahu Nina, menenangkannya. “Cuma Naren yang ngerti Nina…” “Kamu kenapa, Nin?” “Papa marah-marah terus sama Nina, Mama selalu nangis-nangis, Nina capek. Nina udah bikin mereka berdua sengsara karena…karena teman-teman Nina, karena Nina hidup, Ren.” Nina sesenggukan tanpa berani menatap Naren. “Nina bodoh!!! Nggak berguna!!! AAA!!!” “Nina…” “Naren harus selalu ada sama Nina,” kata Nina. “Nina capek, Renn. Nina suka pengen pergi… teman-teman Nina bilang Nina harus pergi, tapi mereka nggak pernah tau gimana caranya. Sekarang Nina tau caranya.”

“Pagi itu, Naren telah setuju mengikuti tes Universitas Erlangga, bersama Nina. Namun yang dia temukan malah Nina, berlimang darah di kamarnya. Nina bunuh diri karena depresi. Ia harus bunuh diri. Ia harus mengikuti kata-kata halusinasinya, bahwa ada tempat yang bisa membuatnya lebih bahagia dari dunia ini. Setidaknya itu yang ditulis di surat yang ditinggalkannya.” Zola mengakhiri ceritanya dengan dramatis. Isakkan mahasiswi mulai terdengar, dan mereka semua oper-operan tisu. “Ada pertanyaan?” Seorang mahasiswa berbaju kuning di kursi agak belakang mengangkat tangan. “Ya?” Zola menunjuk ke mahasiswa itu. “Itu ngarang, Pak, eh, Kak?” Tanya mahasiswa itu, masih bingung memanggil Zola karena perbedaan usia yang tidak terlalu jauh. “Cerita asli.” Zola, sudah biasa dianggap bohong, menjawab santai. “Tau dari mana, Kak?” kata seorang mahasiswi. “Mmm…teman.” Naren meletakkan telunjuknya di bibir, seperti mengingat sesuatu. “Baik, itu adalah contoh nyata untuk tugas kalian. Tugas kalian kali ini, Skizofrenia. Penyakit yang diidap Nina tadi. “Skizofrenia merupakan penyakit otak yang timbul akibat ketidakseimbangan pada dopamin, yaitu salah satu sel kimia dalam otak. Ia adalah gangguan jiwa psikotik paling lazim dengan ciri hilangnya perasaan afektif atau respons emosional dan menarik diri dari hubungan antar pribadi normal. Sering kali diikuti dengan delusi atau keyakinan yang salah dan halusinasi.

“Walau begitu, Nina berbeda karena kebanyakan pengidap menarik diri, namun Nina tidak. Dan Nina mengidap Skizofrenia sejak lahir, sedangkan biasanya pengidap perempuan berusia empat puluh tahun. Kalian boleh mencari bahan dari hasil-hasil karya saya. Coba cari buku saya, ‘Halusinasi’ oleh Narendra Zola di perpustakaan kalian, untuk referensi. Beli juga boleh, hehe.” “Tunggu…Zola Narendra? NARENdra? Jangan bilang…” ucap si mahasiswa baju kuning dengan muka syok setengah matinya. Naren hanya tersenyum tipis, dan kelas langsung ribut dengan opini masing-masing. “Selamat siang!” Naren pergi meninggalkan kelas. Ia langsung menghubungi seseorang dari telepon genggamnya. “Halo? Udah, nih. Kamu udah? Oke. Oke.” Zola berjalan ke lapangan parkir dan menemukan mobil yang dicari masuk kearah lapangan parkir. Ia langsung berlari dengan map-mapnya dan membuka pintu penumpang. “Hai,” sapa si pengemudi dengan senyum lebar setelah Naren masuk lalu menutup pintu. “Jadi kali ini, siapa yang berperan jadi kamu?” “Haha, namanya Nina.” Kata Zola mengelap keringatnya. “Tuh, kan. Selalu deh, perannya cewek. Aku dikemanain sebagai sahabat kamu dari kecil?” “Bagus, dong. Kamu nggak mau, kan, dianggep penyakitan?” Zola tersenyum dan melonggarkan dasinya yang memang sudah berantakan. “Hampir seumur hidup aku nyoba ngeyakinin kamu kalau penyakit itu nggak buruk. Sekarang kamu udah percaya, kan? Ini cuma tentang cara kamu mandang aja.” Kayla mengklakson mobil di depannya. “Harusnya aku jujur…aku capek harus selalu mengarang nama tokoh dan menceritakannya seakan-akan itu bukan aku—si pengidap maksudnya. Walau pun sisa ceritanya benar, sahabat, dan lain-lain—kecuali tadi. Aku tadi ngarang kalau Nina si pengidap itu bunuh diri karena Papanya jahat. Haha!” “Lama-lama mereka juga akan tau dari buku kamu, Ren. Kalau kamu lah si pengidap itu.” “Aku emang pengen mereka tahu. Waktu kuliah aku sudah hampir sampai titik itu juga…untung Papa, Mama mendukung, dan aku punya kamu.” Zola menatap Kayla tersenyum. Lalu mengalihkan pandangan ke jendela. Seperti menatap sesuatu di luar batas penglihatannya. Kayla hanya tersenyum, tanpa mau melanjutkan pembicaraan. Di sebelahnya, Zola mendengar sebuah suara membisikkan “Dan kamu juga selalu punya kami.” Kata Yumi si ‘kucing’. Zola hanya tersenyum lebar. (LSC for Literature assignment, November 2010)

L. Life. Love. Lust. Live. Laugh. Lost. Last...

2011-02-14T07:03:00.000-08:00

I don't know what I feel anymore. The simplest things affect me big. I suffered big time. I watch sad movies,reading depressing books, non-stop listening to sad songs. I don't know what ruined my life this much. I don't want to go to school. I don't have the appetite to eat anything--even if you give me chocolates, I'll refuse. I'm lost in a maze. I'm waiting for someone to get a good hold of me, bring me back to where I belong. To where I supposed to be. And I now, waiting for You, to save me from this hell hole, and help me stand straight. Whomever you are, wherever you may be.

-C

I haven't post this before!

2010-12-10T05:20:00.000-08:00

Found this in my draft. Enjoy!

Hello again:) So I'm on exams week, which, you know, entirely boring. But I can't do anything about it. Yeah, as if. So, before this hectic days came(way before) I watched The Social Network, followed by Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. I want to share what I thought about those two. And I watched Rapunzel slash Tangled as well, last week. Yippie, such full of movies! 1. The Social Network. At first, when I entered the theater, I was like "What the actual hell? Why can't Jesse Eisenberg STFU?" and I was like "okay I'm gonna be on my Blackberry mode until he really did STFU..." and after he shut up...OH MY LANTA! It's awesome, and as I quote someone on Tumblr: "I can't never see Facebook the same now". REALLY. Go get the DVD you guys, but it was really good catching it on the theater. I don't know if it's just me or...yeah well. And as for heart-throbbing males in this movie, every male in this movie is heart-throbbing. Believe me. It's that, or I have such low standards. Well I don't know, can I insult my own taste? Guess now. But Eduardo Saverin a.k.a Andrew Garfield a.k.a Future Spiderman really caught my attention. I was freaking out with Afi at the theater everytime he's in the frame. God. Big time. All in all, it was nine stars out of ten. U MAD? Haha I just really love it, though Ira thought it was just typical, but I don't know. I just really, stunned. The Social Network, 2010 2. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. What should I say? I know we all hate that it had such a cliff-hang ending(well don't blame me for spilling this, when there's Part 2, the first part must have a cliff-hang ending, right?). I loved every scene. And, I have a statement to make, I thought that Harry was selfish. Really. It's like his world is only revolved around Voldemort and Horcrux(though it's right, since he had no family left and no girlfriend--yet, in that movie--and have two best friends that care for him like he is the only person in the world left) bringing everyone to his so-called-problems. Sorry to say this, but I'm really am team Ron. Go watch and you'll know why(for the one already watched it, I have a point, aren't I?). Despite everything, it's still Harry Potter, people. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 1, 2010 3. Rapunzel/Tangled. I don't know what's the real title, I thought it was Tangled, but since in my country it was titled 'Rapunzel', so when I ask my friends "Let's go watch Tangled!" there was an awkward moment and I corrected "the Rapunzel thingy, you know" and the was like..."okay!". Though I asked them properly already, I watched it by accident. Since I first was really excited to catch Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader, and I went to the cinema, it was still in 3D. I was like "WHAT THE ACTUAL HECK" and we decided to watch Tangled instead. Such incredible journey, though we all know that technically, it was Walt Disney who created 'Happily Ever After', it was still worth to watch. If you're a hipster who always hated Barbie and hate everything girly as you grown up, it's not recommended. But for you all, fairy tales geek(just like me:)) highly recommended. It was just so cute. And its soundtrack is so addictive. Again, this is taste problem of mine who can't get rid of sweet/slow/dreamy love songs. Bottom line, love it:) Tangled, 2010 That's it, wish me luck with my exams btw<3 Goodluck on yours and your life, too! xoxo, chantylasc

this day was awesome but tomorrow ruins it

2009-10-09T04:46:00.000-07:00

the title has tell it all.so bye tell this day later. REALITY SUCKS.STICK WITH IT,no HOLD ON to it okay.

save-an lama

2009-10-04T05:00:00.000-07:00

ini nih yang tadi gue ceritain, yang gue bilang postingan lama gue pas masih suka sama blalba yang gua save di ms.word gue,dan ternyata belom gue post.aneh.

oh my blog,
lagu Your Guardian Angel dari The Red Jumpsuit Aparattus gue jadii mikiriin blabla terus.knp ya gue sedih bgt dgr lagu ini.knp gue ngerasa gue terlalu ngarepin dia.sementara dia nganggep gue kea sampah.iya bener, SAMPAH.padahal apapun yang dia minta, selama gue bisa turutin bakal gue turutin.kecuali yg aneh2 ya.jgn mikir macem”.

enak ya jadi mereka bisa deket sama diaa.gue pengen bgt dia ngomong satu kata bahkan cuma batuk aja depan gue gue udah seneeng banget.yaampun mungkin gue lebay bgt yaa tapi gue serius pasti gue seneng bgt.semoga jadi kenyataan ya Allah amiin.dan semoga *peep* jgn sebel lagi sama gue.ya Allah segitu sebelnya gue ama dia gue takut juga ama dia.jgn sampe dia jd ikut sebel juga sama gue gara” *peep* sebel sama gue.jangan ampe ya Allah jangaan.

gue tau gue gabakal dapet apapun dari dia.tapi kea kata red jumpsuit,” When I see your smile, tears run down my face”dan itu bener.gue SEDIH.pengen nangis.berantakan.ga karuan.hahay uda kea demasip hoho.iih males gue ngmgn demasip kopiket abisabisbis.najis gue ckck.haha, tp sumpah gue sedih bgt.sakit tau ga si lo digituin.someday I will give you some sweet revenge.hope you like it baby.hoho.

gue mungkin ngga sayang lah sama lo, main doang yega.tp lo tau gue care ama lo.walaupun udah gapernah komunikasi lagi.tapi gue care sama lo.walaupun gue tau masalah lo.tp gue tetep care sama lo.mungkin lo Cuma nganggep gue angin.yang bisa elo rasain dia ada, tapi langsung pergi dari lo.bener kan gue ga salah??coba lo bisa baca blog gue ini.sayangnya engga.tapi ada sesuatu yg pgn gue kasitau sama lo.

pernyataan gue salah besar.gamungkin gue ga sayang sama lo kalo gue bisa nangis semaleman gara2 mikirin lo. ILY

lebay gak?menurut gua iya,gua gatau gua segitu sukanya sama blabla-_-yaudah deh bye catcha later.

1 day to school~task

2009-10-04T04:06:00.000-07:00

so,tadi gue bangun jam 12-___________-dan abis itu gua langsung nyambar hp ngecharge terus nyalain dan langsung menuju snaptu.tweet sebentar terus langsung makaaaaan after that gua baca breaking dawn lagi sampe mampus-_-nggak deng abis itu gue mandi jam 5(gosh) itu mandi pagi loh ya terus gue ngerjain tugasnya amdai itu gua ngambil formatnya dari tugasnya fajar(awalnya gua ngamuk2 ama si fajar tapi ada gunanya juga :D) terus yasuuud gua ngakak2 sendiri berhubung yang ngebikin itu ghina yang cacat to the max.i'll let you see, here:

SMPN Homcekbrek Bandar Udara

Jl. Lele No.4 BSD City Tangerang

No. : 13/Hom-MMK/XXX/2009 10 September 2009

Lampiran : -
Hal : Pemberitahuan Membayar SPP

Kepada Yth:
Orang Tua/Wali siswa/i SMP Homcekbrek
di
Tempat

Dengan sangat terpaksa,
Kami memberitahukan bahwa dari tanggal 32 September sampai tanggal 35 Januari sekolah akan membebaskan siswa dari kewajiban belajar. Oleh karena itu, dimohon para siswa/ membayar SPP lebih awal dan akan dibebaskan selama 5 bulan ke depan.

Demikian surat ini kami sampaikan, atas perhatiannya dan kerjasamanya kami ucapkan terimakasih.

Mengetahui,
Kepala sekolah SMPN Homcekbrek Bandar Udara,

Justin Bieber

haha dasar anak cacat berat.terus tadi gua lagi buka2 file gue kan,ketemu save-an blog lama jaman2 awal gua kelas 7, jaman gua suka blabla gitu.eh ternyata gua cari cari belom gua post sama sekali!jadi gue post abis ini yaa,just wait :DDD. yaudah deh sekarang gua lagi ngevote buat twiligh t dong yaa :)))) di scream 2009 vote juga ya all!

xoxo and reality hurts+sucks!

stick with it.

okay ciao!

hello again

2009-10-02T21:34:00.000-07:00

oke jadi setelah lama banget gua gak nge-blog(mungkin gak selama itu,tapi maksud gua ngeblog dengan benar,bukan quiz ato kawan2nya)jadi setelah banyak yang berpaling ke tumblr,gua tetep milih blog,karena:

1.gua gangerti ya tumblr itu gimana,okay forget it, I admit it, GUA NORAK. fine.

2.gua sayang sama postingan blog yang gua mulai pas kelas 6 ini,disini ada semuanya,gua gakaakan pindah kelain hati(okay fine im getting about to reach maximum drama queen like tirta said)

jadi kembali ke masalah awal, gue sekarang lagi libur, this is saturday october 3rd, dan dua hari lagi gua masuk.dan itu berarti=i hate monday is now available after long term vacay.YOOHOO-_-dan gua inget ada tugas dari guru bahasa yang gua cintai yang belom gua kerjain,tapi somehow gua gabegitu peduli karena itu guru juga gapeduli sama gua.mau dia pergi dari idup gua juga silahkan,gua GAK PEDULI.stick with it.

dan anyway,semakin males gua sama FawkBeeytch itu, tapi kalo tetep berniat temenan sama gue,gue tetep nge approve friend request kok ;D tenang bae okay? kalo ada yang pengen banget disampein kirim message aja,gue tetep reply tapi wall nggak ya, sorry ;(

sekarang gua keranjingan twitter banget(nggak sekarang juga sih,udah lama kan?liat aja postingan sebelumnya) dan you can only find me there,atau kalo kebetulan banget mungkin kita ketemu pas gue lagi iseng omegle hahaha.

cerita hari ini adalah,gue belom banyak melakukan apa pun because this is only 11am, jadi gua tadi baru les gitar di pcms, gapenting banget pokoknya tapi asik les disitu.terus kayanya mungkin nanti mau ke rumah oma gua nonton eh main(gua gak sengaja loh tadi gua beneran ngetik 'nonton') the sims 3 sampe mati aja,mungkin.

so then,hello again!this is the new chapter of my blog post.you will find new things that I've never wrote before.stay tune guys.that's it.reality hurts,

stick with it.

(for more information for my last time hung out with FAKER, check out gita's blog)

2009-09-02T03:34:00.000-07:00

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
chanti,pipi,mpey,jidat(babi)

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
25december,10january2009(?),20november2009(yoohoo),13june deh

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
tweeting,walltowall,fbchat with nnie,playing nails haha

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
thinking of edward,watching comedies,playing with friends,family(Y)
FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
my kindergarten friends,my elementary friends(14),my 74 <3,my 6th grade teachers haha FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :
new phone,money to buy new phone(lol),free ticket to rome,peace in this world

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
iPod,tweets,browsing,playing(yes Imma playaaaa)

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
ROME,PARIS,NEW YORK,LOS ANGELES FOUR

FAVORITE DRINKS:
caramel ice blend, MILK!,hot chocolate,vanilla milkshake FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
cell,iPod,dslite,money

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
WHITE(obsessed haha),magenta,black,creme

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
senayan,pim,friend's,teraskota hahaha-,-

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:
god&prophets(yes religion),family,friends,crushes gagagagagaga

TOP FOUR ASIAN ACTORS
: umm...bbfs?that's four enough-,-I can't answer beside,that's tough Q haha

FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
things that's real?cell,ipod,bunnyyyyyyy,all american rejects CD haha *smooch*

FOUR FAVOURITE "UNUSUAL" SONGS:
he?like kucing garong or such?haha I won't answer

FOUR EVENTS YOU WILL NEVER FORGET:
maybe...the day I enter my jhs,the day I pass my es,my wedding maybe(LOL),the day I have my first child.if I still in this world,yeah

FOUR THINGS YOU OFTEN DID WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
kid-er than now?haha.dancing around,drinking milk from a bottle,crying(haha it still now)a LOT,and...pooping in pants?hahaha

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WANT TO ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
a person,a human, a girl, a boy

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
iseng,bosen,bego,gila

wanna know me?see this ha

2009-08-24T09:20:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. Love at first sight is your style. You are not fussy about who you fall for, and often there seems to be no rational reason for you deciding to love someone, it just happens and you'll follow your heart. When you do fall for someone, you fall completely. Your love is somewhat child-like, or what people like to call "puppy love". While following your heart is important, you should also remember to use your head occasionally.

yesyesyes monday-historycal

2009-08-18T07:43:00.000-07:00

I am really excited---till now, this is tuesday 9.45pm--about yesterdaaaay!ohmygosssssh bestday of my lifelifelife yesyesyes.so I took a shower and blahblah I don't really care-neither remember ha.so we're making lines and stuff, and like usual-oath.and then singing, flags and stuff. I get caught and placed in the side---more shady than in lines--because I forgot to wear tie yes-habit.and okay we're going back, and making some plans with my besties-faker fosho.and we're going to the foodcourt, eat, for fulfilling our hungry bellies, I eat...something.oh it's traditionally fried chicken-love it <3.and we went outside and met ovi and friends yeah and we decided to went to teraskota with ovi's car, and we're dropped in front of itc, and we walked and crossing street with a help from a traffic police yeah and we wait for amel that's went home first, and because she's taking too long time, I saw a mix fruit(rujak actually) seller, and I said to gita:
c:git, let's buy rujak g:oh great idea let's go while waiting amel okay and we buy it, amel came with her big bro, and he seller was totally slow and there are money flying and stuff,and then I sit with amel in front, we laughed all the way to teraskota me and gita are full of shame hahaha.and then we reached there, we meet dancepav and friends, and we decided to watch.and then when arrived at blitz, first me and amel want to watch gi joe, but its at 12.45pm--since I didnt have much time--we take orphan.it was scarily scary!me and ira was first want to go outside-yeah we did go to toilet-and then because there's someone in there we go back there and the seats is random, yeayeayea skip, and then my mom and unk are there and we take a break at blackcanyoun I go home-skip-and I arrived to ISTORA SENAYAN FOR WATCHING THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS OMGOSSSSSH.it was damned cool I can't even say anything sorry.some pics can be found in my fb-->here direct link to album

titik sims 3 penghabisan dah

2009-08-08T09:50:00.000-07:00

blog hari ini gua cuma les gitar maen the sims 3 sampe mampus terus kerumah sodara gua udah itu aja terus gua online deh sad post coming right up tomorrow okay cheers <3

p.s oh and if you find 'old F.A.K.E.R' please give it back to me :) I'll pay you anything you want okay.only if you find the real one

these time :'(

2009-08-08T09:08:00.000-07:00

recognize any of these? sodara selly di sms I've never changed, pals. you are all ARE

we're F.A.K.E.R but not FAKE

2009-08-07T05:00:00.000-07:00

bloooooooooooooooog I am really2 sad about this day.all I need to do is share, and it's with you blog.it's all about KAFIR a.k.a F.A.K.E.R. yes,it's not a gank it's some of like, umm, friendship name, get it? yeah it's a STRONG FRIENDSHIP name, FYI.guess so. I mention my sadness in my last post, yesterday. I've been crying for them twice this day. and I don't hope, by writing this blog I'll have a third, so duh.(headlines-spice girls is in now playing). oh and, this post will be extra long. today, at the cafeteria. I was sitting eating my chicken katsu, and we're at the topic, that lead us to my blog story. I showed my FAKER pal at 83 a quotes, and they told other FAKER. and then I said(in Indo of course, I'm not that showing off) "oh, you haven't read the blogpost. I wanna cry(now crying while typing) when I made it, just read. it's not that sad, but just read" and suddenly my tears are falling. I really don't know why(I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing- aerosmith is now playing) and thay're asking. it's like someone whispered my tears to fall, you know? maybe I AM really that sad(ooh). second, at home, while reading gita's blog, it's really sad, at least, for me. just go and read it D": and third, when I type this post, and when I read shinta's tweet:

Shintatah just wanna the old kafir pls gimme the TIME Shintatah oh my god, I just can't let you go girls :"""( Shintatah can't stop thinking 'bout u,girls,love u much!!!!

really sad.and sure, pathetic.oh how I miss my old FAKER KAFIR D: when I click on my 'magic 8 ball', when asking will my faker turns back? the first it's 'yes-definitely' and second time, it's really doubtful' ha I don't really believe in it but...okay get off of this 'crying party' post.oh here's the FAKER playlist, that I play while typing.

HEADLINES(FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS)-SPICEGIRLS

The time is now or never, to fit the missing piece To take this on together, you make me feel complete We fall into the future, and through the looking glass The light shines over our heads, and so it comes to pass To go beyond the surface, to reach into your soul This love is not demanding, my heart has told me so I hold onto my heroes, with faith enough to fly The power to imagine, will keep this love alive Let's make the headlines, loud and true I wanna tell the world I'm giving it all to you Let's make the headlines, loud and clear The best things suddenly happen when you are here And if I lost my way you'd carry me home Take me all the way to heaven, never leave me alone And it's just like everything matters when you are near And it feels so good every bells gonna ring Your love is alive and it's making me sing I could fly, wanna cry, want the whole world to know We are together, come on baby let's go And words yet to be spoken Will fall upon the page Spelling out true devotion Is all we need to say --------------------- If I post aerosmith's it will be too long dontcha think.

quotes of the CRYING PARTY day:

and last...if it's gonna be real, I'm hoping my 9 faker friends(not fake, but FAKER!) this:

2009-08-06T04:52:00.001-07:00

heyaaaa blog! so I'm gonna tell you story of my day today, I haven't take any pic yet today, but I'll insert some of grabbed pics :). anyway I'm really in love with gabe saporta right now.he's not cute, neither handsome, but hawt! check out the love potion part at the sidebar(I <3 sidebar!tells anything lol)below my handsome lucas till haha.oftenly he looks very casual, it's a rare ha. today, it's not a special day, very not special.but I figured out many things today(oh no, I'm not sorting this time). about friendship most likely, but lots of things too.

first(okay, I can't handle it I'm sorting right now!), I know that if you want to be not bored of studying, you must sit in front!because want or not, you HAVE TO listen to the teacher, you will not chat with your friend right?I mean you're in front!and if you think it's not one of the killer teacher, be noisy! haha you'll have PACKS of fun with it lol.

second, I figured out that my little tiny mini beloved old faker are gone :'( no no no, we're not done or separated(umm, I mean yeah, we're separated, in class.but not broke up or something, A BIG NO) we're just, I mean faker's just different. two of us has their own BEST FRIEND priority, and because we have separated class, we're not that close as before :""""(((((((( I really really really sad, and damned DISAPPOINTED

third, I can have a lot of fun without *secret*.it comes from myself, not it.happy thoughts help A LOT :)

fourth, I realized how much I miss my 7th grade, I realized how I wanna go back, wish I had a time machine, I plan to purchase it if someone has made it :(

fifth, eventho I can't enjoy my life atm as I enjoy my life before, I'm very thankful for my life, God, how much you made me happy everyday :)

and you know what, I love sorting because I'm not good at telling story! that's the point! haha~

thanks for hearing my figured-out-things, and oh, if you want to ask something, just click on the fortune teller part at this blog sidebar :p it's not real, just for fun. makes you cheer anyway ha

oh and I got kim bum for you ha :)

bye all, <3 chantyyyy masen till saporta(I heart this name)

quotes of the day:

I will never forget it :'(

2009-08-05T04:54:00.002-07:00

anjrit gue sedih banget gua tuh nganggep elu temen banget taugaaaaaaa ternyata gue dianggep sama aja musuh sama lo ya yaampun gua tau lo baik tapi gausah sok baik depan gue deh gua tau loo sebel sama guakan yakanyakan udah ga mood posting deh gue nginget2 lo udah ya bye

things :p

2009-08-04T07:37:00.000-07:00

I 3 sorting.rather look pics than lots of letters right? sort!

1.LEE MIN HO'! ho'nya hok' gitu tau ga lu biar keren aslinya ga gitu-,-jadi ya lu taulah banyak yang nonton gitu kan BOYS BEFORE FLOWERSSS gitu(I know theres some of you enek yak, just listen okayokay) cute banget taugaluu tadinya gua kimbum tapi kimbum kadang2 rada bego gitu guamah leeminho dah (Y)

leeminho kimbum

2.gua cape ngedit blog taugalu gua udah 2jam di depan komputer ngedit nih hell blog doang purrfect

3. pelajaran kelas 8 susah begoooooooooo

4.
LUCAS TILL <3<3<3! kemaren gua liat dia sampe nangis bener2 keluar aer mata sumpe gaboong gua suerrr hee lucu banget dah tu cowok ckck

5.BALI SERU LOHHHHHHHH.I got stories too at my blog's draft laterrrr(I dont have many pics I just enjoy it so much)

6.I really not sure about something honestly, and I have a very unconditionally bad mood mode

7.gua lagi demen ngeliatin fashion blog sama browsing online shop taudah napa

8.besok pemilihan ketua osis lohhhhhhhh afi-shinta dhika-syifa ato reimo-hanifah? gua dukung abstain!

9.gue lagi nempel banget sama majalah gogirl JULY 2009 bener gua nyariin mulu tuh majalah udah kaya baju gua aja nempel mulu sekarang ada di sebelah gua ini

10.
HARRY POTTER BEGO

17 AGAIN SERU ZACNYA GANTENG

ICE AGE BELOM NONTON-,-

UP NYUSUL NTAR

PUBLIC ENEMIES SEDANG DIRENCANAKAN

okay just it ya so many funny things mayb I'll post it tomorrow yeayeayea

totally iseng

2009-06-30T09:01:00.001-07:00

puncaks

bisnyaaa
denis ngeksis weheh
mas supir yang suppah ganteng
gerbangsnyaaa weeey
<3 74 playin here.miss yaaall guys :')
tempat pw selly weheh
kaki selly-,-
kerusakan kronis pada pintu teras
tempat bakaran malem2
tempat prom2an wakak
uno-ing

stuff I got!

fuchsia short sabrina dress yay
mommy's highwaist flower power whoo
earphone ipod baru.fuchsia juga dong

10 things I have to share

2009-06-30T08:02:00.000-07:00

sooo, since it's a very long time ago gue ngepost my last one... gue mau recap ajadeh ya ribet ceritanyaaaah rrrrr:

1. Jacko's dead
this is the most shocking die news I've ever heard.soalnya waktu kakek meninggal, gue masih kelas 2 sd gabegitu shocking gangerti gilaa.no more longlive king of pop.kalo kata MTV sih, before he died, he's already a legend.I'll take that for real :)ada yang bilang heartattack,or the medical said he's overdose many proof on his incomplete body.just a spoiler.(ga ng-upload foto, ade gua nakut2in+ini udah malem+ada posenya yang serem banget.whack)

2.ayu jadiaaaaaaaan wiwiwiwiw asik ayu jadian pj mengalirr

3.gue libuuuuuuuuuur wehweh.teruuuuus gua ke mana itu namanya ke puncak sama beloved 74 dong wewew terus malah webcaman ngeh-,-(photos will be updated in the next post waaw)

4.gue belom nonton transformers 2:revenge of the fallen(judulnya keren bangetdeh aww) sama 17again.haaaah bingung gua kalo ngebahas ini, terpaksa beli dvdnya aja ya temaaan sama nungguin ice age 3 kata si sarah(twi bud-tweeples)3d owow

awaw kewl

ooowaw

btw gue udah beli banyak dvd hahay gue post pas abis nonton aja yee 5.banyak sale dan I ain't got nothing yaaa.cuma satu dress show you later.sama gue dapet shocking pink short show you later juga laah cuma 30k loh wakwak itu gadiskon emang gue belinya di itc-,-anyway gue ga ke jakcloth sama ga ke pameran buku jakarta padahal kata tirta(one of my twi bud) twilight companion cuma 45k.what a loss shit

6.gue norak karena baru make limewire dan langsung download tons of songs include almarhum MJ's.aaaah MJ still can't believe youre gone

7.INTERNET GUE MAU DIGANTI UNLIMITED YAY!tapi lelet sigh

8.now I'm reallyreally addicted to twitter :)

9.EDWARD'S DAY ANJRIT SERU BANGET(what's an edward's day? click here)

10.bali here I coooooooooome!

happy holiday bloggers!!! <3

PS: for additional detail of my holiday that I spend wiv fwends just check gita's blog in my link ohkaaaay

yesterdaaay

2009-06-16T06:30:00.000-07:00

jadi kemaren gue dibangunin pagipagi kaya mau sekolah kaans,terus yaudah gua bangun nah dijalan menuju kamAr mandi gua tergoda sama sofa coklat jelek itu, jadi gua tidur lagi -,-,terus akhirnya baru mandi yaks gausah dipikirin nah abis itu gua ngambil baju terus telp orang2 tapi pada kompak ngomongnya kaya gini:tuuutuuuutuuuut terus gua nelp emak ketiga si shintoy terus yaudah diangkat ngomong2 shinta dia belom ngelink guadah ngek hem terus:
C:halo mama? ma lu dimana? udah disekolah?
S:belom jam sepuluh
C:(bingung) oh, ooohkaay
terus gua shock gila usaha yang selama setengah jam gua jalani siasia taugitu gua tidur aja hem-,-yaudah gua mobile online gitu tweeting terus gua lupa lah ngapain,nah pas jam 10 gua udah mau berangkat gatau naek apa abis mobil dead and gone semua yaudah deh gua minta mbak manggilin ojek akhirnya dengan bingung gua nelp gita:
G: haloo, pii?(teriak2 ketawa2 kayanya lagi ditarik2 anak2 dah tuh ogre)
C:halooo, git?gitaaa? woy git! udah disekolah?
G:udah,cepet kesini pey
C:yah okedeh
terus terjadi keanehan gua telp lagi:
C:halo git gue kayanya malesdeh gada yang nganter
G:yah yaudah deh pey
C:eh tapi pake apa? seragam? gaboleh pake baju bebas apa?
G:boleh tapi gabisa her
C:(shock) HAH BOLEH HER? yaudah gua kesana deh pake baju bebas tapi bawa seragam aja yaudah abis itu lalala gua pergi dengan ojek tapi udah pada pulang gua bingung liat nilai sejarah:71!tae.yaudah deh akhirnya gua keatas terus ayo kawan berkumpulberkumpul ayo kawan bernyanyi bergembira gitu sambil ngegosip eh yaudah pada pgn ke rumah kojeng yaudah deh nyari angkot sama gita,ayu,syifa,kojeng lah pasti terus ada heboh"wee angkotangkot!"kaya ada edward nyebrang jalan aja tsk abangnya gaya pol gitu pake kacamata item baju garisgaris wede terus sok ngebut gitu begitu ngeliat kita berenti, kalo di pelem sih bunyi ciiit gitu bakak,kosong banget kan naek deh kita,gita sebelah gua, nah abangnya kan ngebut gayapol,jadilah begitu berenti depan itc(akhirnya ke itc dulu)RIP lah gua ketimpa gitul ampe gabisa napas sumpah:
C:awaw gi-i-i-it saa-ki-i-t!
G:(santai cuma ketimpa ayu) iyaiya bentar
yaudah gua selamat kan gaada korban tewas ato lukaluka yaudah bayarlah serebu gua:
C:bang cuma ada serebu
Abang:(ngeliatin duitnya, naro dilaci
C:(balik badan ngomong ke pren)wehe gua cuma bayar serebu*bangga*
G:lah emang bayar berapa?(sambil jalan,bingung)
C:oiya serebu ya kan seragaman wehe*bego,malu,norak,tolol-,-*
wakak heboh terus gua mau cari apalah skip aja akhirnya ketemu bonyok kojeng pergilah kerumah kojeng,nyampe2 heboh gitukan naeklah keatas terus kojeng ganti gue bingung mau ngapain gue ngutak2 cd kojeng ada album opick 4 loh! gila kojeng religius abis lololol rofl.yaudah gue cerita2 tentang twilight gitu kan obsesi gua wahay terus gua cerita tentang MMA(MTV movie awards)eh gua inget:
C:eh kemaren gue pas rapat twilight(buat acara minggu ini sama milis)dikasih CD MMA.ohiya gua bawa!
terus nonton pake macnya kojeng gitu eh asik banget andynya lucu abis ganteng abis ngakak2 gitudeh gua tereak2 kalo ada akang robert waha beneran teriak loh galebay sampe didorong2 gita(menderita abis udah pernah nyoba didorong ogre belom)lolol ROFL yaudah ada shia lebouf juga jadi pada inget ira gitu soalnya banyak banget orang cakep.eitss tapi gaboleh minjem wehe gua pity limited tuh susah nyarinya.yaudah twilight menang banyak banget gua apal nih bentar:
Breakthrough Female:AshleyTisdale
Female Performance:KristenStewart(ofcourse lah,sampe awardnya jatoh haha)
Breakthrough Male:Robert doooong
Male Performance:Zac Efron(nyerahinnya tai banget nih Eminem ampe ngamuk)
Song in a Movie:The Climb-MileyCyrus(-,-)
Fight: Cam sama Rob udah pasti yaaa
Comedic Performance:Jim Carey dong aah
MTV generation: Ben Stiller
Kiss: KStew ama RPatt pasti wihi seru
Movie:udah pasti TWILIIIIIIIGHT dong
best kiss
terus ada sneakpeek lah skip pokoknya kocak lu nonton aja cari di youtube hue pokoknya gua teriak2 lololol LMAO nah terus kan lanjut tuh ya samaaaaaaaaaa nonton Prince Caspian udah gua incer dari bagian opick haha yaudah eh ternyata gua inget ada suami gua ganteng bangeeeeeeeeeeeeet anjrit lovely william moseley haha lolol eh terus sebelomnya gua makan dulu deh biassa paling lama yang laen pada shalat gue ngga ngeek abis makannya lelet yaudah naek nonton. eh si kojeng manggil2 skandar skandey-kandey yaudah gua ciptakan willydilly ato willydiley lah william moseley haha gua teriak asli harusnya gua rekam untung bonyok kojeng pergi haha sumpah ampe parah banget apalagi pas perang eh tak dinyana(wede bahasa gua maksutnya tak disangka itu bahasa sastra men)kojeng juga teriak2 waha si ayu udah go otp eiza kan si gita heboh man psp.abistu banyak sodara gita ada beruang dan sebagainya ada bapaknya tuh suami ayu elf gitu haha ini yang bikin gua teriak2:

ini yang bikin kojeng teriak:

terus gua nemu stiker gitu dari vcd asli gila gua bilang kojeng buatguaya eh boleh tapi taudah dimana gua cari dulu haha yaudah abis itu heboh kita foto2 kaya orang gila gua nemuin bespren baru tauga: lampu! haha lucu banget victorian gitu gua peluk2 lucu abis buat objek foto haha foto menyusul belom di upload kojeng haha eh gua bingung tadinya mau nebeng gita gabisa ampe jam lapan deh akhirnya gua nelp emak gua lagi pijet gitu yaudah eh pas udah dibikinin makanan emak gua jemput ayu nebeng hebohlah dia lupa rumah omnya akhirnya diturunin di indomaret deh abis kata papanya gitu hehe yaudah deh gua pulang tidurlah gua jam 1 nonton tv dulu sama boys before flowers ato kalo disananya boys over flowers lah hehe okedeh byeee smooch folllow my twitter>> here

100 truths dari syifa di fb

2009-06-16T06:25:00.000-07:00

tagged by syifajji's

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.
At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = mineral water yay
2. last phone call = mom
3. last text message = amel
4. last song you listened to = mama do-pixie lott

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = hell no
7. been cheated on = hell no
8. kissed someone & regretted it = hell no
9. lost someone special = hmm not really
10. been depressed = often
11. been drunk and threw up = what the heck
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. white
13. pink
14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = course
16. Fallen out of love = hmm yeah maybe
17. Laughed until you cried = if your stomach hurt,is that count?
18. Met someone who changed you = yeah
19. Found out who your true friends were = hmm idk
20. Found out someone was talking about you = uhhhh-uh
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list = yesyes,my motherfathersister haha is that count
GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life = there are some
24. Do you have any pets = I had one, I gave it
25. Do you want to change your name = if I have a chance maybe
26. What did you do for your last birthday = watchin twilight with friends yeay
27. What time did you wake up today = sepuluh pagi wihi
28. What were you doing at midnight last night= nonton tipi
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = tomorrow,and the day after tomorrow, and dst
30. Last time you saw your Mother = before I write this sentence
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = I like the way I am*wee*
32. What are you listening to right now = typing sounds wee
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = nggak sih kayanya
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = idk
35. Most visited webpage = twitter
37. Nicknames =chanti,chantymasen,jidat(sht),kriting,PIPI,peypey,kecil,apung,babygirl
38. Relationship Status = single dong,in relationship deh sama edward
39. Zodiac sign = capricorn dong ah
40. Male or female?= Female
41. Elementary = Al Azhar bsd
42. High School = Al Azhar bsd for junior
43. College= blahblah university
44. Hair colour = bllllack
45. Long or short = neither
46. Height = about 150-155 maybe
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = edward yesyesyes
49. Piercings = anting
50. Tattoos = tato mainan keitung gaa
51. Righty or lefty= righty

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery = alhamdulillah belom
53. First piercing = since I was a babyy
54. First best friend = si viranisa terus ririn ama eliza yakan
55. First sport you joined = I'm not into sport so duh,pertama kali main sih lari paling -,-
56. First vacation= zoo -,-
58. First pair of trainers = ?
59. Eating = umur 1 taun kali
60. Drinking = since born of course(don't you drink milk?)
61. I'm about to = huahahahaha, gangerti
62. Listening to = doctor that help my birth's voice
63. Waiting for = idk

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? = course duh
65. Get Married?= course duh
66. Career? = serahkan kepada Allah

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes= mata dong cielah
68. Hugs or kisses= peluuuuk
69. Shorter or taller= tinggi laah
70. Older or Younger = neither, same's better ;)
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneus
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = nice...personality wakak
73. Sensitive or loud = loud ;)
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = neither

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger = bah apalagi
77. Drank hard liquor = ngek jgeder
78. Lost glasses/contacts = never wear it anyway
79. Sex on first date = what the heck yaa
80. Broken someone's heart = tsktsk mana gua tau
81. Had your own heart broken = never
82. Been arrested = apatu?
83. Turned someone down = I guess, maybe yea
84. Cried when someone died = never, and really hope nobody dies
85. Fallen for a friend? = no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = maybe,not really at exams teehee
87. Miracles = duh yeah
88. Love at first sight = nope,but crush yeah
89. Heaven = yeah duh I'm moslem
90. Santa Claus = krikkrikkrik
91. Kiss on the first date = hhhhhhhhhhheck
92. Angels = yeah duh I'm moslem

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf? = never
95. Did you sing today? = uhuh
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = krikkrik
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why?= the time my mom give me birth weeee it'll be awesome
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = the time I know I passed elementary baha
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = dont ask me
100. Posting this as 100 truths? yes

wawawa names

2009-05-03T23:18:00.000-07:00

1. YOUR REAL NAME:
Laras Sekar Chanti
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME:
(first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
Larizzle
3. YOUR SPY NAME:
(favorite colour and favourite animal)
white kitten
4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:
(your middle name and street you live on/or neighborhood if it's a number)
Sekar Palm(what the heck)
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME:
(the first 3 letters of your last name, and first 2 letters of your first name)
Chala
6. YOUR SUPERHERO/CRIMINAL NAME:
(your 2nd favorite colour, and favourite drink)
Pink Lemonade
7. YOUR IRAQI NAME:
(2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter of your last name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, and 3rd letter of your dads)
Lachacluhen(IDK what maiden name, parents don't have middle if it's middle)
8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:
(parents middle names)
Lugina
9 . YOUR GOTH NAME:
(black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black Legend(ex-turtle)
10 . YOUR HOOD NAME:
(first 3 of your first name, and add -iqua)
Chaiqua

copied from nadia, iseng nambah isi blog

2009-05-01T21:57:00.000-07:00

hey blogs udah lama ga posting yayaya jadi mau cerita nih kan kemaren gue,afi,sama selley pergi ke...(gada tujuan)pokoknya perkomplekan senayan gitchyu kans(wes anak gauls)nah teruskan tadinyaa,tujuan utama fx,tapi kita keasikan ngobrols di TRANS BSD TERCINTA jadi kelewatan decc(sambil baca kamus gaul sms afi, isinya semacam:jaka sembung bawa gitar,ganyambung jreeeeng(gue sih ngakak pas baca gatau yak anda2)).terus kan yaudach kita bingungs gitu terus macets kan,bingung antara jalan ke fx karena kelewatan ato di ps aja,tapi jalan kejauhan acch,setelah beberapa perdebatan kita turun di ps ajjyah.

nyampe kan kita lapers bangets,yaudah kita makan dulu kan ke foodcourt,gue jadi inget pas ke ps sama gita bolakbalik futkort melulu -,-.eh melihat jam baru 3 kurang 1/4,gue bilang "eh ingetin gue mau nonton jam menari" oraks abis kan.terus kan bingung mau makan apaa,akhirnya makan kebab karna duit krisis dipake jalan melulu(+ udah makan gua dirumah ahay), ditemenin selly belinya.eh pas balik ke meja afi udah makan chicken steak akhirnya selly ngilers dan ikutan.terus biasa deh gue nyomot2 gitu(mumpung gada gita HUAHAHAHA*evillaugh*)terus yaudah makan sambil ngobrol2, ohya kebab plus aqua cuma 25ribu lohs HUAHAHAHA*evillaugh*yaudah kita ngobrolin apagitu ya gue lupa.eh terus kan ada bunyi2 musik gitu,tiba2 afi bilang:"tuh chan, katanya mau liat jam menari?*ketawa*" "ah, gajadi deh udah sering"berhubung terlalu sayang meninggalkan kebab.

akhirnya kan kita bingung mau ngapain,akhirnya kata anak2(ceilah emang berberapa bu?)nonton aja.yaudah kita ke bioskop gue lupa gitu senayan udah di rombak gue ingetnya pas jaman masih jembatan -,-" yaudah gue begok gitukans, nah terus gue inget XXI tuh gaboleh bawa makan minum(baca: gue gamungkin bawa2 aqua+french fries gue ke XXI)terus gue titipin ajatuh aqua ke tas afi terus french friesnya gue napsu2in makan kan,sampe pintu belom abis tuh kentang gue liat satpam gitu,gue takut dicegat kaya pas di pim,gue remes aja di tangan.pas di dalem bingung mau ngapain terus gajadi deh.pas di luar tuh remesan gue buka sambil evillaugh a.k.a nyi blorong's gitu kan, selly sadar ada yang tidak beres dan bertanya(jrengjreng):"apaan tuh?" "kentang, AHUAHAHAHAH*evillaugh*"yaudah deh abis turun kita turun2 terus ampe bawah memutuskan ke fx(menyadari gada yang menarik di ps).kan gue norak belom ke fx ya.terus kita yaudah nanya2 akhirnya naek blubert 7500perak.terus pas masuk di cek satpam gitu(penting),first impression gue yah lumayan deh keren kok tapi gada apa2 deh.bingung lagi mau ngapain,kita naik,eh lantainya kaca gitukan,afi pake rok, langsung ngakak2 gitu(ngerti gak? gangerti nevermind).terus balik ke lantai marmer,naik lagi,terus,naik,terus,sampe lantai 5 ato berapa,turun,akhirya naik lift.bosen yak gada apa2.terus kita parno gitu tiap liat salon pengen masuk(FYI: gue disuruh potong poni,afi pengen keramas,selly pengen krimbat)eh terus afi nemu rudy,kata afi lumayan kaga mahal(derita jalan ke senayan: MAHAL!)terus kita liat board promosinya:HAIRCUT starts from 155.000(kaget).beuh kita ngacir deh langsung males yega. terus bosen,pergilah kita ke lobby,kata masnya taksi di UG,tapi kita liat apatuh pokoknya itulah cupcakes gitukan yaudah gue pengen belideh gue belilah 2 yang gede buat gue kecil buat ade gue total:25rb eh ternyata popcorn afi dan aqua kramat gue ketinggalan dianterinlah sama mbak kapkeks.

terus kita naik taksideh ke senci 11rb cepe tapi cepenya didiskon si emas terus gue doain dah biar banyak pahala tu emas -,-.kita masuk senci ketemu indra brukman kans(inget gue pake baju oren dia dasar norak gue) terus yaudah afi bilang fotobox aja(sempet agak males mengingat pengalaman pas ultah putri lama nyetak) yaudah kita foto gitudec gue jelek2 abis yaudah akhirnya foto pake hp pengen dicetak tapi trauma-,-.abistu kan milih2 gitu posisinya,waktunya gamuat jadi cetakannya dobel2 yasud deh gue dapet yang ancur(gue yang bayar tuh padahal haha).kita memutuskan keatas aja cari trans,kapkeks gue ketinggalan jadi kebawah lagi.pas nunggu di depan senci ketemu jupe ama gaston(padahal gaston pas banget dideket kita(gue sama sley udah ngeliatin).abistu kita heboh dan akhirnya ke stc.tadinya kirain omnya afi mau jemput,ternyata gajadi.gue akhirnya liat2 di stc dan lucu2 banget sepatu hua pengen tapi kan 200an,dan=STATUS PERDUITAN:25RIBU yaudah det is de major problem deh.akhirnya kan gue nungguin bis lama,gue bilang:"yaallah guemah mau diri,duduk,jongkok gapapa yang penting pulang.ada bis bsd tapi ditengah melulu tuh bis kaga minggir2,akhirnya diseberangin pak satpam baik ahti berkumis naikdeh.eh karna rame gue berdiri-,-" karma tsktsk.bedirilah kita sampe bsd -,-"

the enddddddddddddddd

p.s:sebenernya banyak ngobrol di bis tapi sikrit gitulocc eheh

2009-04-23T05:42:00.000-07:00

yatuhan udah lama bangets gaposting blooooos. udah berapa taun ya? 1-2-3, itung aja dari post sebelomnya. jadi gue bingung mau ngepost apa, untuk update-an berita baru seputar say(inpotenmen gela bahasa gua) buka gita's blog ada di link gua(kalo elu niat2 banget ya mencari tau tentang gue). oke, karena gatauu, gini deh.gue kan kemaren bikin tugass senibudaya tucc, gue post gambar itu ajah gimana? ini ajadehdeh ya abis bingung ngapain okeys.

keren gagaga jeleks yah ohyayaya terus kan gue ganti pp mungkin di first page kurang jelas nicc

kata ghina underwater world halah

gauls kan eheheh.ohya add fb gue yah terus plurk juga chantymasen okeke. eh besok gue mau ulangans SKI/ibadah dongs doain okekekeke semoga bagus ibadah gua her melulu nih begok yah hem. yaudah deh segitu ajah ntar gue update terus dehdeh okey babays

MONDAY HOORAY

2009-01-19T05:08:00.000-08:00

hemhem jadi hari ini dimulai dengan bangun males2an ya kar ena gue tadi malem tidur jam 12 untuk menonton 'how i met your mother' dan 'grey's anatomy'dan gue ngeplan besok gue WAJIB nonton 'heroes' ya karena itu udah final episode oke gue penting, lanjut. terus ya kemaren gue gabuka petsoc yang baru gue gandrungi akhir2 ini--beuh kemane aje lu chan etdah. setelah itu gue mandi bla3 gue kirain telat ternyata tidak yah lumayan orang2 baru pada baris diaatas KOSONG gue udah panik gue kira anak2 pada field trip ato udah pada study tour ternyata cuman baris di lantai 2 -______-. dan gue baris bla3 AMAN2 saja sejauh ini dan gue baris palinbg depan oke dan setelah itu kelas gue terlalu banyak ceweknya jadi maka bikin barisan baru lagi dan gue di depan dan ITU SANGAT PENTING SEPERTINYA. oke. lalu belajar biologi--setelah ceramah guru2 yang terasa sangat lama ternyata masih pelajaran pertama juga--belajar organisme bla3 jadi chairmatenya putri. terus pelajaran sejarah kaga pake chirmate belajar sejarah islam dan SEPERTI BIASA merembet ke palestina blahblablah oke abis itu istirahat makan di kantin dengan tenang dan damai ya abis itu gue makan dengan napsu gue ambil tuh pangsit satu mangkok pada akhirnya y7ang ngabisin anak2 juga karena gua lelet. udah buru2 gue ke kantin 1 beli cupacup dong terus udah buru2 ternyata BU MIRA yang vcantik dan baik tersebut belum datang kita bercanda2 gila seperti biasa dan abistu belajar ekonomi kan jeda ke mat lama bgt terus gue bercerita pada ira ghina tentang HOTNYA breaking dawn ghina lebay-as always, ira excited mendengarkan, gue sok sekseh gituh memeragakan bella dan edward. oke. lanjut. abis itu pa bw dateng dan terjadilah-as always-math sleepy disorder ya, ih ngantuk gua tiap belajar mat abis tu shalat dan sangat crowded beramai2 dan tidak dapat saya sebutkan 1 per 1. si ayu kasian dah kaga solat sendirian ckck.terus b.ind bu yeti gamasuk padahal dengan giat gue udah ngerjaijn tuh PR di hari aku tidak memasuki kelas dengan bersusah payah gua kerjain dicontekin lagi -___-, hue. abis itu yaudah gue latian aja buat senbud vokal besok dan mengeluarkan HP dari tas gue yang oke itu dan bergambar BABI hahahah oke penting. dan yasudlah pulangnya gue padus ganiat duduk di karpet dengan teman2 sekelas untuk merayakan beasiswa apalah gitu -__-. oke, gue pulang, makan dengan lama diselingi dengan membaca my lovely MIDNIGHT SUN di ds gue tercinta. oke, gotta go, BYEE

for you, BABY

2009-01-16T06:39:00.000-08:00

kayaknya ada yang janjian disini. hem sepertinya begitu ya -,-. yasudahlah bodo amat gue juga gamikirin MAU DIAPAIN juga gue udah pasrah mau DITENDANG JAUH2 juga gua sih BODO AMAT elu gamikirin gue gue juga gabakal mikirin lu yegak yakan. okesip jadi gue sih care boleh ya tapi kayaknya gausah terlalu antusias ya gak bu lulu aja tau ya mana YANG BAEK mana yang enggak haha kasih tau temen lu sanah gua sih udahlah berusaha jadi baik aja tapi kalo emang gue ga diperluin yaudah kalo gua diperluin juga gausah bantu2 amat kayaknya lu aja gapernah nguntungin gue dan ngebuat gue happy keanya jadi swt mati aje lu pade. gua gamau share lagi dah gue tau apakek apakek biarin gue ama TEMEN2 GUE yang baek aja yang tau dan elo gaak termasuk ya kayaknya. "I WILL TREAT SOMEONE RIGHT WHEN THEY TREAT ME RIGHT TOO". okay? it's a deal for my side, i guess. it's up to you, if you won't treat me right, so do I, my DEAR BELOVED friend. i'm not your old jewellery that when it's in and makes you the MODEST PRINCESS in the world I will SHINE you, and when nobody say it again in any magazines you put me under your bed. I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THAT. find your other jewellery, dude, I'M NOT THAT CHEAP, BIATCH! shiddddddddddddh. bloody-hell suckers -,-. anyway gue gayakin keanya lubakal baca lu udah anti duluan ama blog gua kayaknya, biatch. udah ah daripada gue dosa gajelas gara2 diapain ama lu ya mending gue searcfhing for someone who cares yegak bye MUACH, B! dont blame me of any rude words or som ething. i think you deserve it for everything you did to me--even your friend realize it, where have you been? for YOUR OWN FRIEND, eh? oh yeah i forget i'd EVER BEEN in that position, like, a century ago? i'm not remember it right. i don't want to remember in that position--if you think you're not, dan elu NGERASA, kasih tau gua aja. kalo ELU BERANI. kalo gangerasa ato gaberani sih, hah, gue gamaksut nantangin kok, cuman ngetest kepekaan elu ama orang lain. kalo emang gangerasa, yaudah si gue sih nyante aja ama lu ye. kalo elu ngerasa, liat nanti deh ya hem oke gue kayaknya agak ngesok dan elu pasti lagi jijik di depan komputer lu ngeliat blog gue tapi daritadi gue udah bilang ama lu ya. INTINYA-------

I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU, BABY, MUACH, FAREWELL KISSES

this daaaaaaaay mmmuuuuach

2009-01-12T07:49:00.000-08:00

yeah, i just want to share, today is the first day of school and it's just Mr. Fatur told us something bout Palestine--I heard it seriously, nut my head's not on it. my head is just for the creepy burnin' sunlight. argh-- and then we our wall magazine-sounds greater in English, eventhough Mr. Fatur said English was yayaya I can't say it--were the second position of the winner(yeay!) and then, we chichatting in our class and yeah, heard somekinhd of iPod stuff or the boys is like drivin' crazy(as always) and yeah, it's just, the prize is just a box of tango and box of somekind of chocolate roll, iimportant yeah. and then I chatting and HAPPY ANNIV SHINTATA MUAH--with her Rifky-- and HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUTRII. now, I want to ask somethin', sometimes I was still confuse, why half of Indonesian saying happy BIRTHday, the pronounce is like: happy BURSTday. hemm, confuse a little, eh? and, then I went to immigration office again, took a photo, fingers-scanning, and while the office were closed for a while, I took some food at yeah, somekind of mall, it's like yeah a cheap one, it's not too big, just like WTC or somethin'-at least I've got somethin' to eat. and then I went back to the office again, and answers some questions, like interview, and I got badmood a while and went to printer shop all the way to noni's--yes, it's the plan, playing to noni's. at noni's I'm lesrning photoshop effect's, gaining for tips&tricks, and yeah we've got some talks, and I was home. okaay

2009-01-09T07:27:00.000-08:00

hem, jadi pagi ini gue bangun jam setengah 10an, pagi2 ngangkat telepon dayu walaupun mata belom melek, dan terus gue mandi. rencananya hari ini gue mau jalan bareng gita ira dayu moza denis tara, moza denis tara nyusul abis pulang. tapi ternyata gita gabisa dan ira demam -,-(kasian ira baby get well soon ya). terus gue mandi, dan memutuskan untuk memakai kaus tie-dye yang saya beli hari rabu di citos dengan duit gocap ya hemhem. terus udah deh gue pake, dayu dateng, dan kita putuskan untuk pergi berdua gituloh, terus kita naek trans bsd BERDUA gituloh(yaudah si nyante masalah amat), dan dijalan gue ngobrol2 gitu sambil baca midnight sun di DS dengan tersendat2, terus dayu agak boong gitu dia bilang kita berangkat berlima, daripade dimarahin nyokapnya. terus sampai dan langsung beli tiket nonton TWILIGHT lagi dong ya yang ketiga kali gue gituloh(penting) terus yaudah kan gua nonton sambil cekakak2 gitu kan si edward ganteng banget gituloh dan orang belakang gua ituh berisik banget ihih norak dan alay cewek2 gitu berberapa kita pada diem mereka cekikikan gajelas. terus udah gitu kan gua nyari2 ost twilight di disctarra tapi gaada katanya ABIS, akhirnya kita makan dulu di wendy's gue makan baked potato with broccolli and cheese gitu(important ya banget) terus yaudah gue kan berburu tuh kaset lagi, gue nyebrang ke pim2 terus ke sebelahnya societie, katanya ABIS JUGA kan, terus ke SOCIETIE(katanya sih paling lengkap) ABIS JUGA YA BABIK. abis itu kepim1 lagi cari toko CD, nemu disebelah sizzler(ato american grill lah, whatsoever dah) terus GADA JUGA kata mbaknya cari di societie aja tapi gue bilang"udah" dan ABIS JUGA kata mbaknya berarti belom produksi lagi. EE. seketika gue langsung gabisa napas dan pengen pingsan si dayu udah panik dia bilang "sabar chan" tapi gua gabisa alhasil sepanjang jalan ke periplus gua gabisa ngomong apa2 ya hem -,-. terus di periplus gue kan nanya"mbak udah ada twilight series belom?" karena gue tau kemaren itu abis. dan "belom ada, adanya yang boks" terus gua tau itu MAHAL BANGETNGETNGET gitu ya, jadi gua bilang "berapa juta?" gue becanda karena di ONLINESHOP cuma 800an, dan(JENGJENGJENG) mbaknya berkata"berapa yaa.. 1,5 juta..." DAN SAAT ITU GUE LANGSUNG STOOD STILL CAN'T GO ANYWHERE WITH WEIRDO FACE AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING. dengan lemas gue jalan ke arah majalah mencari2 TEEN VOGUE tapi gada twilightnya lagian kemaren gue udah beli majalah gituan tigerbeat sama m, jadinya yaudah gua takut dimarahin soalnya 1 harganya 80ribu men dan gue beli pake kado ultah gue ya
-___-, terus yaudah kan gue ke gramed nemu tuh majalah GIRLFRIEND yang gua cari2 terus yaudah dayu beli seventeen karena ada twilight guys tapi ternyata CUMA 1 HALAMAN ya hemhem. terus yaudah gue foto gitukan di M photo studio terus yaudah deh tadinya pengen ke pim2 tapi kita akhirny keluar beli tiket bis pulang.modal ye naek bis mana lu tauga gue kan pake tie-dye warna2 ya terus gue dihalte eyecatching banget ya semua abang2 ama mas2 ngeliatin gua soalnya baju gua aduhduh. salah kostum sepertinya gua. terus moza sms dia udah mau nyusul tapi gue telepon pake hp dayu soalnya pulsa gua tinggal 1 RUPIAH SAJA ya saudara2*applause*. terus yaudah deh gue pulang tadinya mau ke rumah moza tapi gaboleh jadi yaudah deh gitudeh ya. bye gua disuruh tidur nih. BYE MUAAACCCHH

ini posting sumpah gapenting

2009-01-07T08:21:00.000-08:00

jadi waktu ituh gua chat ama noni ya terus karena banyak rahasia jadi banyak gua sensor sebenernya ini GAPENTING BANGET karena SENSORNYA EKSTRIM sama aja kea gua kaga post tapi yaudahlah ngisi2 blog gua yang udah ancur berantakan postingannya yah yaudah deh ini diaaah:

ini semua udah gue sensor ataupun cut untuk melindungi privasi gitulohya. sebenernya gua terlalu extrim yah sensornya tapi yaudahlah daripada kebongkar gituloh oke. dan FYI kita juga banyak yah ada lah entar lo bilang narsis lah sok jadi gua sensor aja oke. terus juga maaf kalo gua sok inggris gituyah gapapa sekali2 gua sok bule gitu ya ahahay yasudahlah this is the ed of my unimportentness so. bye. sip. bye. LEAVE COMMENT! -regards, chantyty

*duh=cara baca:dah=kea of course, ato iyalah gituh

anyway semua foto daritadinya tuh dari majalah gua yang busuk jadi agak gak niat gitudeh ya jadi maklum oke sip

(6:54 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Nonii busy ga
(6:54 nniekimi) ':	nggaaaa
(6:54 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Huee lg apa?
(6:54 nniekimi) ':	ada apa chantoyyyy
(6:54 nniekimi) ':	?
(6:54 nniekimi) ':	lagi msn sm nulis cerita ajaaa
(6:55 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Tidak ada apa2. I thought youre busy all the time
(6:55 nniekimi) ':	haha~
(6:55 nniekimi) ':	gue skrg sibuk pacaran sama william beckett.duh.
(6:56 nniekimi)	chan-t_jonas@hotmail.com has changed his/her personal message to "fascinatingbeuh gaya lu chan kea elu ngerti gituh ( on my mobile with eBuddy http://m.ebuddy.com )"
(6:57 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Hahaha. Yeah edward is hunting. Duuh
(6:57 nniekimi) ':	edward sudah lewat gue serahkan edward sepenuhnya (?)
(6:58 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Alah. peep said he peep but she even not peep peep yet
(6:58 nniekimi) ':	HAH?
(6:58 nniekimi) ':	BELOM peep?
(6:58 nniekimi) ':	peep aja belom selese dia
(6:58 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Duh, you cant trust anything from her mouth.or hand
(6:59 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Yeayea I guess and when I said: im reading breaking dawn
(6:59 nniekimi) ':	she said...?
(6:59 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	She said peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
(6:59 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	What the...?
(7:00 nniekimi) ':	what the fcking featherbrained duh
(7:01 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Huhuh hemhem. Foto dia di peep sok imut pengen GUA BAKAR
(7:02 nniekimi) ':	haha gue aja males naro foto gue di peep
(7:02 nniekimi) ':	secara gue nyadar diri muka gue tuh jelek~
(7:03 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Ga lagi cantik kok daripada sok imut ya gue sih MALES gue juga sadar foto gua itu sok kul honestly
(7:03 nniekimi) ':	pokoknya gue peep lah
(7:03 nniekimi) ':	pokoknya kita peep
(7:04 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Betul kita anak2 peep
(7:05 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Eh gua baru baca ya gua kok agak gak ngerti maksudnya brightness2 pas ktm volt ituh
(7:05 nniekimi) ':	yang mana tuh?
(7:05 nniekimi) ':	volt? siapa tuh?
(7:06 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Volturi maksud gua gua agak males dan benci menulisnya
(7:06 nniekimi) ':	ohh
(7:06 nniekimi) ':	ya pokoknya mereka perang gitu deh bukan perang sih tapi (setau gue dan sepengetahuan gue saat membacanya) ngumpet2 chasing scene gitu dech
(7:07 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Ngeh chasing scene itu apa ya sudahlah lbh baik saya diam daripada sok-ingin-tahu dan merepotkan org spt peep
(7:08 nniekimi) ':	haha chasing scene kejar2an
(7:08 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Saya hanya bertanya website translate saya lupa sptnya
(7:08 nniekimi) ':	gue juga sering lupa pas gue baca itu kan gue sambil buka kamus ah
(7:08 nniekimi) ':	kamus online: www.sederet.com
(7:12 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Bisa per sentence ga?
(7:12 nniekimi) ':	nggak sih, per kata
(7:12 nniekimi) ':	kalo per sentence: www.toggletext.com
(7:12 nniekimi) ':	tapi suka ngaco gitu
(7:13 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Ooh. Lo pernah ngasi ke gue apaya loading, cpu working hard
(7:13 nniekimi) ':	pernah :)
(7:15 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Uh-huh. DUH. Sure
(7:20 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Jadi bu beckett, lu ol drmn?
(7:20 nniekimi) ':	komp
(7:20 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Hm kalo gue kirim foto nyampe ga
(7:20 nniekimi) ':	foto apa? willaim?
(7:21 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Bukan, let me see
(7:22 nniekimi) ':	edward?
(7:23 nniekimi) chan-t_jonas@hot:	Hem ngga gua mau test aja wkt itu gabisa. Ituloh yg edward basket have you seen?
(7:23 nniekimi) ':	nope :(
(7:23 nniekimi)	chan-t_jonas@hotmail.com has changed his/her name to "chantyty masen"
(7:24 nniekimi)	chantyty masen has changed his/her personal message to "azek ayu, cullen pasaran ya yu gue MALES ( on my mobile with eBuddy http://m.ebuddy.com )"
(7:25 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Okey i send it
(7:27 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	chantyty masen is sending a picture.
(7:27 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	#file sent by chan-t_jonas@hotmail.com; follow link to see it: http://tinyurl.com/8uj8fx
(7:27 nniekimi) ':	bentar lagi dibuka
(7:27 nniekimi) ':	OH MY EFFIN GOD
(7:27 nniekimi) ':	GOKIL ABIS
(7:28 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Maaf agak jelek itu darimajalah berhubung google goblok
(7:28 nniekimi) ':	MWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA evil laugh
(7:28 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Dia difoto di BEBERAPA majalah dgn ANGLE BERBEDA namun tetap TERLIHAT
(7:28 nniekimi) ':	shit
(7:33 nniekimi) ':	i have no idea why peep become really peep and she's one of peep they supposed to know that peep is a hypocrite person :(
(7:33 nniekimi) ':	ohh~
(7:33 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Yeah sure. peep realized it.
(7:34 nniekimi) ':	she doesss?
(7:34 nniekimi) ':	dia ngomong sm lu? apa dia benci sama peep?
(7:36 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Waktu kita peep ituloh. Yg cerita gua ama peep pas peep. Inget kan?
(7:36 nniekimi) ':	oh...
(7:36 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Sekarang peep kea peep
(7:36 nniekimi) ':	gue kan ga ikut ke peep?
(7:37 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Iya gua mau bilang kita peep getoh
(7:37 nniekimi) ':	??maksudnya??
(7:37 nniekimi) ':	maaf chan lagi ga konek
(7:39 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Iya,sekarang peep dipeep juga makanya dia peep
(7:39 nniekimi) ':	oh...
(7:39 nniekimi) ':	dipeep gara2 peep?
(7:39 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Yeah, ntar deh gue kasih tau sesuatu ya
(7:40 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Gatau deh, yah tapi dia sadar peep termasuk peep tuh bukan temen yang peep gitu
(7:40 nniekimi) ':	iya
(7:40 nniekimi) ':	baguslah kalo dia sadar
(7:40 nniekimi) ':	gue lagi kesel sama peep nih
(7:40 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Iya emang tolol gabisa mikir goblok sok gaul sok imut
(7:40 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Maaf saya tidak santai
(7:41 nniekimi) ':	kan dia longin peep gitu kan buat peep, ya gue bukannya iri ato apa, tapi at least dia kasih peep ke gue soalnya yang peep segala macem ke peep kan gue (meskipun 1/2 ga ikhlas karena waktu itu gue lagi peep)
(7:41 nniekimi) ':	eh dia malah yaaa gimana gitu taulah lo
(7:42 nniekimi) ':	kayak "ehhh gue tuh bisa sendiri lohh!"
(7:42 nniekimi) ':	disgusting.
(7:42 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Noni copy this conv
(7:42 nniekimi) ':	copy kemana?
(7:42 nniekimi) ':	blog?
(7:42 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Save, i mean
(7:42 nniekimi) ':	udah kesave otoma-tis
(7:42 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Ya lu post aja sekalian tapi ada yang disensor
(7:43 nniekimi) ':	iyalahh gue post nih?
(7:43 nniekimi) ':	gue juga udh ada post ttg gue sebel sm peep sih gue gabung aja ya?
(7:43 nniekimi) ':	peep nya gue sensor kagaK?
(7:43 nniekimi) ':	pake bintang2 apa peep aja?
(7:44 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	I wonder...Ntar gue ol wlm bisa dikirim ga?
(7:44 nniekimi) ':	bisa
(7:44 nniekimi) ':	mo diapain chan?
(7:45 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Gue sensor buat blog gue soalnya ada beberapa hal yg mgkn krg kasatmata
(7:45 nniekimi) ':	ooke . maksudnya kurang kasatmata apa tuch?
(7:50 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Maksudnya mgkn tidak penting bg anda namun bg saya
(7:50 nniekimi) ':	och
(7:50 nniekimi) ':	oche
(7:51 nniekimi) ':	hahaa kayak file rahasia aja FBI yah hhe seru deh
(7:51 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Alahalah. Ih edwa-- i mean rob ganteng banget sumpah disini
(7:52 nniekimi) ':	dimana disini dimana?
(7:52 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Majalah gituloh
(7:52 nniekimi) ':	ohhaa
(7:52 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Eh gue kirim tulisan ya
(7:52 nniekimi) ':	oke
(7:53 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	chantyty masen is sending a picture.
(7:53 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	#file sent by chan-t_jonas@hotmail.com; follow link to see it: http://tinyurl.com/8moxga
(7:53 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Keliatan kaga set brightnessnya aja
(7:54 nniekimi) ':	yang ngomong "I THINK IT'S CUTE" siapa?
(7:54 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Atasnya
(7:55 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Tulisan di barisan atas
(7:55 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Terlihat?
(7:55 nniekimi) ':	ada Demi nya
(7:55 nniekimi) ':	HUNG OUT WITH DEMI
(7:55 nniekimi) ':
(7:55 nniekimi) ':	di blog gue ada video william lagi cakep dah
(7:56 nniekimi) ':	suaranya
(7:57 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	About a girl oke banget
(7:58 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Rihanna putus
(7:58 nniekimi) ':	emang dia pajcaran sm siapa?
(7:59 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Chris bron
(7:59 nniekimi) ':	och
(7:59 nniekimi) ':	lagu about a girl coba aja kalo william nyanyi buat gue (apa coba!?)
(8:00 nniekimi)	' nnie has changed his/her personal message to "God doesn't want me. No one does. / I'm not gonna waste these words;"
(8:02 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Tapi kan elu jalannya ama cowo laen yega
(8:02 nniekimi) ':	ha?
(8:03 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Iya kan terakirnya tu cewe ama cowo laen bukan will
(8:04 nniekimi) ':	gue ngga tau liriknya a
(8:04 nniekimi) ':	pokokny yg gue tau i'm t gonna wasting these words h
(8:04 nniekimi)	chantyty masen has changed his/her personal message to "mommy, can I have gold contacts, please? ( on my mobile with eBuddy http://m.ebuddy.com )"
(8:04 nniekimi) ':	trus this is t your song
(8:04 nniekimi) ':	this is t my heart (apa pa gitu)
(8:04 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Videonya bu. Reffnya aja I'm not in love, this is not my heaaart
(8:04 nniekimi) ':	i feel like Blah around her
(8:05 nniekimi) ':	emang ada videonya?
(8:05 nniekimi) ':	kok gue nyari di yutup kmrn2 g ada?
(8:05 nniekimi) ':
(8:06 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Di mtv sering banget ya mbak ya
(8:06 nniekimi) ':	gue ga nton mtv
(8:06 nniekimi) ':	mtv gue rusak apa dicabut gitu
(8:07 nniekimi) ':	oke ada deh
(8:07 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Ooh. Hem entar gue coba cariin deh okeh
(8:07 nniekimi) ':	udah ada
(8:07 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Gue taro di blog biar elu liat di blog gue
(8:07 nniekimi) ':	kok rambutnya dipotong sih tears
(8:07 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Oke deh goodgood
(8:07 nniekimi) ':	thanks for offering btw
(8:07 nniekimi) ':	dia culun sekali
(8:08 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Hah? Cakepan disitu perasaan. Yg ptg dagunya kaga. Lucu bgt tuh dagu
(8:08 nniekimi) ':	dagunya paling top
(8:08 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Your welcome, ngga cakep
(8:08 nniekimi) ':	yang bagus tuh di video bring it
(8:08 nniekimi) ':	yg barengan gabe saporta
(8:08 nniekimi) ':	omg cipokan
(8:10 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Alhamdulillah
(8:10 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	Wat?! Cipok?! Astagfir
(8:10 nniekimi) ':	banyak banget cipokannya...cuma 2 sih
(8:11 nniekimi) ':	PAS TERAKHIRNYA CAKEP BANGETTTTTTTTTT yang pas dia ngekiss si ceweknya sumpah asli cakep banget (rak)
(8:11 nniekimi)	' nnie has changed his/her personal message to "God doesn't want me. No one does. / I'm not gonna waste these words; about a...?"
(8:12 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	OMJ! tarik napas jangan rusak tuh laptop bunuh aja tuh cewek
(8:12 nniekimi) ':	maksud gue pas william ngekissBye cewek itu
(8:12 nniekimi) ':	bukan cewknya yg cakep-.-
(8:12 nniekimi) ':	cakepan omas kali hUA
(8:13 nniekimi)	chantyty masen is now Offline
(8:13 nniekimi)	chantyty masen is now Online
(8:14 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	sorry dc. what didja say?
(8:14 nniekimi) ':	nggak kok hhe
(8:15 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	ahaaha. gue udah ol di wlm nih send bisa ga? merepotkan ga? merepotkan bilang
(8:15 nniekimi) ':	UDAH GUE CLOSE! LUPA!!!!!!!!!!
(8:15 nniekimi) ':	bentar gue cari dulu
(8:17 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	kalo gada juga no prob kok
(8:17 nniekimi) ':	bentar chan sori gue lupa gue cari dulu mudh2an kesave otos
(8:18 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	amin yarobbal
(8:18 nniekimi)	' nnie has changed his/her personal message to "God doesn't want me. No one does. / I'm not gonna waste these words; about WILLIAM . yay"
(8:18 nniekimi) ':	lama nih gue search dulu
(8:18 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	kalo gaada santai sajalah girl okok
(8:18 nniekimi) ':	saya merasa bertanggungjawab
(8:19 nniekimi) ':	emangnya titi gak bertanggungjawap
(8:19 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	alah haha
(8:20 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	ahaha memang ya jangan2 kalo udah gede dia pinter dia lupa pernah punya guru
(8:20 nniekimi) ':	haha eh gila di videonya si ceweknya itu ngapain pake buka baju dulu sblom nyipok william
(8:21 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	wahwah ganjen bener
(8:21 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	eh gimana satpam tolol?
(8:21 nniekimi) ':	HAHAHAH tau aja
(8:21 nniekimi) ':	gue jadi takut satpam deh chan
(8:21 nniekimi) ':	satpamphobia
(8:22 nniekimi) ':	CHANTIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
(8:22 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	ahahaaaa
(8:22 nniekimi) ':	GUE ADA MAJALAH ADA ROBPATTNYA DIBELIIN NYOKAP GUAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
(8:22 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	apaaa?
(8:22 nniekimi) ':	COVERNYA ROBPATTTTTT
(8:22 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	namanyaaaaa?
(8:22 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	NAMANYAAAAA?
(8:22 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	SE-BUT-KAN
(8:22 nniekimi) ':	Bank Mandiri "Everyday" majalah pemegang kartu bank mandiri
(8:22 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	TOLOL
(8:22 nniekimi) ':	HAHAHAH
(8:22 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	KENAPA ELU GA MINTA DUA HAAAAH?
(8:23 nniekimi) ':	nyokap gue punyakartu kreditnya 1 gabisa minta 2
(8:23 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	GABISA NAPAS
(8:23 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	GABISA NAPAS
(8:23 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	GABISA NAPAS
(8:23 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	GABISA NAPAS
(8:23 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	GABISA NAPAS
(8:23 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	GABISA NAPAS
(8:23 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	GABISA NAPAS
(8:23 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	UDAH MAU MATI
(8:23 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	GIVE ME MORTALITYYYYY!
(8:23 nniekimi) ':	"titlenya : TODAY'S CAST ROBERT PATTINSON AKTOR MUDA PENYEMARAK NATAL DAN TAHUN BARU"
(8:23 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	EH IMMORTALITYYYY
(8:23 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	ANJING GABISA NAPAS
(8:24 nniekimi) ':	Robert Thomas Pattinson
(8:24 nniekimi)	' nnie is now Offline
(8:25 nniekimi)	' nnie has signed-in (Busy)
(8:26 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	noniiiii help me out
(8:26 nniekimi) ':	help apaan?
(8:26 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	gue kaga bisa napas ehe
(8:26 nniekimi) ':	hhahahaah minta napas buatan tuh sama cowok lu edward
(8:27 nniekimi) ':	I found our conv
(8:27 nniekimi)	You cannot send this file because it appears to be in use. Close the program that is using this file and try again.
(8:27 nniekimi)	Sending of "chan-t_jonas@hotmail.com.html" to chantyty masen has failed.
(8:27 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	yang ada gua digigit
(8:28 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	oh baguslah bisa di send gaa
(8:28 nniekimi) ':	ga bisa nih
(8:29 nniekimi) ':	Initiated a file transfer
(8:29 nniekimi) chantyty masen:	hmm, yasudahlah
(8:29 nniekimi) ':	eh salah chan!
(8:29 nniekimi) ':	bukan itu chan salahhh
(8:29 nniekimi)	You cannot send this file because it appears to be in use. Close the program that is using this file and try again.
(8:29 nniekimi)	Sending of "chan-t_jonas@hotmail.com.html" to chantyty masen has failed.
(8:29 nniekimi) ':	ga bisa soalnya gue lagi chatting ama elu

hem

2009-01-07T04:04:00.000-08:00

jadi yah tadi pagi tuh kan gua bangun jam 7 gituloh terus gua ke kantor IMIGRASI(which is GAPENTING gituloh) buat apacoba emang gua mau ke luar negeri apah yah bukan merendahkan keluarga sendiri gituloh tapi watdehel gitu ya ngapain bikin paspor emang gue mau kemane cing aelah setdah gituloh. terus padahal malemnya gue tidur jam setengah 2 gituloh jadi gue marah2 abis yayaya gapenting gitu ke kantor wth itu gue ke citos yah untung ladie's day jadi gue beli kaos tie-dye seperti yang telah Tara beritahu dan, unfortunately mata gue kurang peka jadi yang liat standnya ade gue gituloh jadi makaa dia COPYCAT gue lagi dengan membeli kaos tie-dye juga yah. hem. setelah itu ternyata pas dan bagus tapi fotonya saya post kapan2 okeh teman2 lalu gue mau TELL YOU SOMETHING gituloh gue tuh sebel banget yah ih sumpah ama ni foto:

itu eek banget yah cowo gua jalan ama ugh gua males yah nyebutin namanya ya. jangan ada yang menyebutkan namanya di CBOX itu menyakitkan hati saya ya hem. lalu yasudahlah begitu saya mau cari info tentang New Moon dulu ya bu ya BYE! dah

tugas dari moza

2009-01-06T09:08:00.000-08:00

jadi ya gue ditag sama moza gituloh berhubung gue gatau mau ngapain ya jadi iseng2 sekaligus menyenangkan hati moza mabeb(kea moza seneng gituh) ini dia tugasnyaa:

1. Take a recent photo of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair, just take a picture
3. Post that picture with no editing
4. Post this instruction with your picture
5. Tag 10 people to do this

inilah hasilnya:

untung gue lagi kaga pake daster ato baju buruk lainnya yaaa. ini abis mandi belom ngapa2in ya hem sebenernya udah lama ngambilnya tapi baru dipost sekarang

gua mau ngetag : everyone I wish to do this

anyway dipost sebelomnya ada homework juga loh. you're free to be tagged oke

2009-01-06T04:07:00.000-08:00

jadii, begini, karena gue itu ngedit blognya malem2 gitu ya gue keburucape dan tidur jadi ga ngepost tapi berhubung gue mau cerita sesuatu jadi gue ngepost hari ini aja. jadi gue tuh kemaren bangun jam berapa yaaa, siaang banget pokoknya. terus makan baru mandi(setdah jorok bener gua) terus kan gue tuh ngapain yaa, oh baca breaking dawn, jam 8 gue internet--ngejar gratisan speedy gituloh penting banget. terus yah yah gue ngurusin blog ayu gitu gabisa2 akhirnya pagi ini bisa--ffiuhh. terus gue selesai baca Breaking Dawn loh!!--gitu doang bangga, norak. berhubung gue tuh gapernah nyelesein 1seri buku harpotaja kaga gua sentuh gituloh. gue tuh bela2in nyelesein ampe jam 2. jadi gue baca tuh buku sekitar 4 hari gituh, berhubung gue bacanya males2an dan pake bahasa inggris yah saudara2. tapi gue tuh berearti yah nyelesein Twilight Saga 1 minggu 4hari doong!--pamer, woo, bangga, norak lu chan! terus yah endingnya oke lah ya tapi gue agak menyesalkan Renesmee kasian amat yah yasudahlah. anyway, hem tadi gue buka blog Ka Nessya, terus gue jadi terinspirasi gituloh(makasih Ka Nessya maaf kalo agak2 copycat gimana ya) yah, gapapa deh mungkin emang agak copycat tapi ini Twilight gituloh ya. jadi trailer Twilight versi The Sims 2 gituloh, sumpah mirip abis gila, bandingin ama yang di postingan gue sebelomnya ya, dibawah. menurut gue mirip loh. kocak abis sumpah, liat dah. agak2 aneh dan huekhuek gitu tapi yah buat lucu2an sajalah yea:

dan jugaaa, gue akhirnya nemuin character Sims 2 sumpah mirip gila ama Robert. kocak abis gila bakakaaak. here it is, just for fun:
eh, kalo udah selesai, dibagian bawah kan ada video2 lagi gitu yah, klik yang Miley Cyrus-7 things deh. kocak abis sumpah. hemhem kalo ada kritik/saran ato tanggapan isi cbox di letter W yah thank you all. teruus, tadi gue latian metik2 gitar gitu yah, mungkin gapenting banget lo pikir, tapi susah loh. apalagi jarinya bantet kea jari gua. susah meen. cara metiknya tuh harus bener gituloh, dan gue tuh sangat niat dan sangat bersemangat, kalo ngge gua di DO ama emak gua gaboleh ikut les gitar lagih :"""( nangis kejer gituloh. ya gitudech pokoknya yach. end. end. end.

homework

2009-01-06T03:49:00.000-08:00

I was tagged by Noni, so here’s…

List five of your favorite bands/artists.
Fall Out Boy, All American Rejects, Westlife, Jonas Brothers, Ne-Yo.

Choose three songs from each band/artist.

Fall Out Boy:
Thnks fr th Mmrs
Dance Dance
"The Take Over, The Breaks Over"

All American Rejects:
It Ends Tonight
Change Your Mind
Dance Inside

Westlife:
Uptown Girl
I Lay My Love on You
If I Let You Go

Jonas Brothers:
Inseparable
Hold On
Australia

Ne-Yo:
Because Of You
Go On Girl
Closer

Now, I tag everyone that want to be tagged

Anyway, I want to list two videos that I LOVE now.

» It Ends Tonight-All American Rejects
Featuring: -
Long-time or Forever Loved video for me
The reason why I love this video: the fireworks, the song, piano, the band, Tyson Ritter, cool.

» Twilight Baseball Scene.
Featuring: Twilight Cast
A scene from Twilight the Movie.
The reason why I love this video: all the Cullen is there, Jasper, Emmet, Edward, Alice, damned freaks-cool.

Questions

1) What is your favorite music video at the moment?
2) What will you do when your internet down?

Answers…

1) Decode-Paramore.
2) Hm, edit some base-code, or, play Vortex in iPod and just, listen it.

review-this day-holy crow

2009-01-04T06:09:00.000-08:00

sososo, this day a woke up at 12nn*gasp* andand I went to dining table and ate*duh!. I ate some squid, veggies, and all that stuff. after that i took my DS to read my breaking dawn again*yeah of course. and then I took a bath(what time is it? imagine, I ate at 12nn, and it's like 1hr. and I read, it's like 30mnt. ugh!). after the bath, I took some comfy dress, and I wore it*ugh I hate you, chan. it's not important. ugh!*. and I read again, untill night, and post this blog! duh -,-, now I wanna tell something about the book I read for like three days, and I reached the Book Three part(Breaking Dawn split to 3parts)! I won't tell you the story, cuz it's not a surprise for you when you read the book then. sooo, I just want to tell I'm sad cuz I'd knew what happened next(FYI Noni told me before) and... it's just I'm not surprised. yeah, not SURPRISED. although Steph(it's like i know her(???)) always makes some surprise, but, you had know what's coming next, so, yeah, duh--okay it's not important at all 'kay?. I reached the First Hunt chaptah, and I think, Bella's too much thought. there's nothing except Bella's thought, unlikely Book Two. and didya knoow, if Noni wasn't told me before*wait for my revenge, Non.Hahaha.sorry, kidding pal!*. and jeez, guess what? I won't tell you! download it free, "you can google it"*yeah Edward's right this time(yeah, he's always right to me!). and I was very mad(not mad, honestly) my mom is disturbing me all the time-- "chan, take some rest","chan, get a drink","chan, take a snack","chan, rest your eyes", blahblahblah-- in 15mnt once! ugh -___-". I know it's like some attention, but I'm like "hey mom, I'm not your baby that drink your milk in 15mnt once, yaknow?". yeah so--sorry mom-- I'm ignored her several times. dan--pake bahasa indo aja yah, gua masih hormat sama Pak Susilo(apasi)--tadi yah, mbak gue nanya kea gini:

mbak:bu, ibu pake TV kabel yah, bu? di kampung saya cuman ada INDOSIAR doang.

Krik. Krik. Krik.

terus dia nanya ama gue:

mbak:kak(gue dipanggil kakak gituloh di rumah), kakak pake tivi kabel ya kak? enak yah disini, abis kalo di kampung mbak mah, cuman ada Indosiar doang. kan filmnya siluman2 gitu kan kak, mbak males banget nontonnya

pranggggg.

hmm, hmm, gue gabisa ngebayangin yah muka gue cengo gimanaa gituh kan yah. lama. hanya kicauan burung di siang hari yang terdengar*ngek, cuitcuitcuitcuit*. and, so, yea I want to check my fb first okaaay? better and this horribble unimportant thing eh? bubbyeh!

this holycrap day

2009-01-03T07:04:00.000-08:00

so, this day, I started my day at 08.30 am, I was late for my first day of guitar lesson I took a couple weeks ago. and then, I was running while my eyes still closed to my bathroom. I took a bath for a while, and when I went to choose my clothes, I was very shocked--my jeans were all gone, and it's was because a week trip to east java. and then--thanks god!-- one of my jean was finished, and I went to purwacaraka ASAP. then I took some lessons with my teacher, and I forgot to bring my cellphone, so I wait a while, thought my dad was come so fast, but I'm wrong, so I wait with Breaking Dawn ebook with my DS(although it can't read symbols so well) and then I borrow the reception's phone with plenty of shame(it's my FIRST DAY, shit). and I call blahblahblah and my dad is coming. I went home, and read my Breaking Dawn at my DS again. I ate, read again, online and edit my shit template again. and what do you think of my template? is it too much? uh, if you thought it's bothering you, tell me at CBOX okay, guys. bytheway,because my crazyness love of twilight, even I added the flick at the top screen, I will share the trailer too include some scene that I love like "I know who you are" scene. I love this so much. I thought you think so, so I added this video. enjoy and relax, you can eat some popcorn if you want!*gasp, yeah, sure, uh-huh*

joy of holiday

2009-01-01T22:45:00.000-08:00

jadi gue pikir gue tuh udah gila ya sama twilight. gue pengen nonton ampe sejuta kali huaaaa. haduhhaduh. lu liat aja tiap hari gue gontaganti skin tapi tetep aja twilight juge ujung2nye bakakak. and then and then I'm veryvery happy cuz my Twilight OST is completely downloaded and I have it all :DDD. and I also had downloaded the Twilight Score too :))))))))). tapi akhirnya gue milih template ini karena sangatsangat super simple yaa. agak2 gue edit2 gitu dech agar membentuk tulisan E-D-W-A-R-D jelas2, yang bikin kaga mungkin kepikiran bakakak. terus tadinya tuh cuman ada 5 huruf gitcyu, gue tambahin tapi jadi maksa -,-. gapapa lah yaa. kalo mau liat original skin yang belom gue utak2, klik disini okaay. asik buat diutak2 tuh skin buehe. jadi yaudah deh gitu doang bakakakak. sososo, klik Y button ya kalo mau mendengarkan my last playlist. okay2 sure thanks. gue tuh udah gila banget ama twilight kalo ga percaya lo liat aja Pages di facebook gue hoho. by the way di ... letter you'll find my facebook profile okaay. anyway, I love edward. argh! terus gue tuh lagi breaking dawn in progress, maksudnya lagi baca gituloh, akhirnya nemu juga yang free download hohohohoho. yayaya if you wanna know more, just click at any letter okay sep. anyway, kemaren gue tuh ke house of sampoerna di surabaye ya te-o-pe sumpah. terus gue juga liat sunrise di bromo(perjuangannya ya ffiuh) terus ke museum kapal selam gitu dech gintinya gitu lah ya. nih fotonya ya nihnih: kalo pengen tau lebih banyak ttg house of sampoerna, click here

another TWILIGHT post

2009-01-01T10:39:00.000-08:00

soooooooooooo, this holidays I've been in Surabaya for a while and I want to go exactly to my desk to post my blog. because wat? cause I can't post this blog at my aunt's house because if anybody in my family see this blog I would die ya know. this blog was illegally restrictedly made by myself. cause you know, many of my family parts are very up to date boutit jus this set of square things(you can say t COMPUTER chanty! how damn are you, shit. ugh) and then and then I was veryveryverrrryyyy crazy bout this fiction thing that Stephenie Meyer made and Catherine Wardwicke(I don't know what exactly the director's name) made it to come to life. anyway for the first seeing of the actor that plays Edward Cullen--the most perfect boy in this entire planet. damn cool--since he was starring Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire. He's Robert Pattinson he's no much talk, but he can tell my eyes that he was sooo adorable. I can't say how much I've been crazy for this Golden Boy and Perfect Vampire. I have so much craziness thing I'd never done before in my life. Like posting this blog at 1:50 am. can you imagine huh? I'm not didn't sleep because I'm getting crazy about this. --sorry my mom's calling for me to sleep. catcha later guys!

Story of vampirism

2008-12-30T19:38:00.003-08:00

Hey, it's been a long time since the latest post of mine. And I just want to share my exp about being a he-uge twilight fans. First, I've read quarter of Twilight and then I'm not read it again. And when I heard that my dream bf-- since hp gbof--Robert Pattinson will be the actor of Edward Cullen-- as perfect as him-- I'm very happy to heard that, and with many of spirits, I read The Twilight Saga series(breaking dawn not included) with just one week! Weird is'nt it? I bet it's true. It's just FYI, there's no reason to be proud, I guess. And before I read all those books, I watched the movie first. I guess the movie is better, but my favorite book is New Moon. It's the best book I've ever read, ya know. And 2nd, I've been in love with Robert Pattinson so much-- it's much bigger than when I first saw him in hp-- and accidentally, I'm in love with vampirism things. Although it's kinda horror stuff that I hate much, but Twilight vampires are awesome and kinda cute! I love Twilight so much-- twice times for Twilight is not enough! :DDD

5 keuntungan jadi cewe

2008-12-19T06:19:00.000-08:00

5 keuntungan jadi cewe

jadi, selama 12 tahun saya hidup sebagai CEWEK, bahkan hampir 13 tahun lah yaa, kadang saya berfikir(halah saya gue aja lah yaa), kadang gue mikir, mungkin kalo gue jadi cowo, gue akan lebih tough ngadepin hidup bla3x. tapi ternyata, ada alesan kenapa gue diciptain sbg cewe, dan gue merasa nyaman kok jadi cewek. dan gue ngerasa BERUNTUNG loh, dan ini keuntungannya(menurut gue loh ya, beda pendapat, fine aja)

5 Keuntungan Jadi Cewek

1. Gampang punya sahabat. dibandingin cowok, menurut guee, cewek lebih gampang bergaul dibanding cowok. cowok perlu bertaun2 buat nyari seseorang yang bener2 'klop' ama dia. kalo cewek, baru sebulan ketemu aja udah kea ibu ama anak(lebay). yegak?

2. Lebih open minded, yaa, lebih terbuka dan mau diskusi sama orang laen. lebih mau ngedenger orang lain dibanding cowok yang ngomong ini itu, titik.

3. Gampang maafin orang. nah ini enak dunia-akhirat nih haha. di dunia ga banyak musuh, di akhirat ga banyak dosa haha. cewe tuh gampang maafin orang, dirayu dikit ato dibuat seneng sedikit pasti ada perasaan kasian buat maafin. ga kea cowo yang sekalinya dendam beuh >,<

4. Lebih pinter ngerawat diri. yaa, hampir seluruh cewek tuh jauh lebih bersih dan merhatiin detail2 dari badan dia, yang bikin cewe lebih sehat. misalnyaa, kuku jarang kotor dengan hal2 gapenting, rambut selalu dibawa ke salon biar rapi dan bersih, kalo perlu luluran sekalian.

5. Jadi prioritas, ini gue sih yakin sejuta persen bener haha. pasti semuanya pernah denger dan PASTI KITA SEMUA TAU lady first kaan. ga ada ~~man first~~. kita tuh uda pasti diprioritasin lagi. liat ajatuh pelem titanik, cewe ama anak2 doang kaan, yang diduluin.

yaah, semoga kita sebagai cewe2 bisa bersukur udah diciptain jadi cewe, sukur2 sesudah baca blog gue, kalo sebelumnya masi hepi2 aja jadi cewe baguslah yaa. lagian itu dari pandangan sehari2 gue aja looh, gue gabaca ato belum ngadain penelitian, bagus kalo ternyata sama kea penelitian propesor ye.

yang paling pentiing, ga ada penelitian ato bacaan dibalik semua ini, ini pure menurut pandangan gue di keseharian gue ataupun anyone who related with me ya. anyway, if you didn't agree with me, and ya think all of the luckyness are belong to the boys, just read ira's boys luckyness theory okay.

2008-12-05T07:17:00.000-08:00

hari ini biasa, diawali dgn menyalin pr ski dari teman, ikrar, ceramah pa fatur, pelajaran olahraga dgn tema AEROBIK! babik dah bener mana asoy banget goyangannya pake lagu halo2 bdg malaay. lalu, maen scrabble, diulang kan, yg k2 gue bgs tp yg dipake permainan yang pertama. babik. lalu istirahat makan dikantin aman dari si aman1 dan aman2. terus, ski gitulah wudhu2 gitu tapi malah maen letoy ama ghina syifa putri. terus shalat biasa 74 loh yang kultum(bangga padahal bukan gua)! kelas gue ituh. terus reading malah apasi pengarahan dari kotex gitu. abis itu gue ama ayu kan cape2 minjem buku di perpus pas balik udah pada ke bwh buat APSI. babik dah. 71 nyanyi2 lapel gitu ama ibad ny7anyi bunga seroja seroja ituh, dan anak laki yang laen nari2 di belakang mantap. terus her dan pulang. pulaaaaaaaaaaaaang

cerita kemareen

2008-11-29T04:02:00.000-08:00

heyhey, sorry kemaren ga ngepos males bangeet. jadi kan hari ini tadinya gue mau ke pim, cuma gabisa. jadinya kemaren gue kan sekolah terus belajar olahraga pencak silat gajelas gitu, terus english gue tampil sendirian karena yang laen udah, istirahat gue makaan mie terus belajar ski gitu kan gajelas gue malah ngobrol tentang musik ama dodi. nanyain slipknot blablabla gitu garagara gue nyanyi psychosocialnya slipknot:

PSYCHOSOCIAL-Slipknot

And the rain will kill us all
Throw ourself againts the wall
But no one else can see
The preservation of the martyr in me

bener kaga tuh gue lupalupa dikit dah. eniweei, bis tu kan shalat yaa bareng gitul amel, bistu reading tapi malah yaa maenmaen gitu gaje kan, udah gitu talenta gituu deh. abis itu pulang, gajadi her SKI, padahal tadinya pengen soalnya pas jadwalnya her gue gamasuk. terus kan gue pulang nganter ghina ke depan dulu, akhirnya gue ke belakang soalnya mau maen ke ruma pocut. terus gue ketemu si geb dia ngeliatin gue aja tapi gue sih nyantai aja ama pocut. akhirnya dengan seseknya gue naek motor betiga huhh sama pocut feat mbaknya. nyampe dirumah pocut dia curhat2 tentang si iket abis itu gue curhat tentang si itu, ngomongin nisa bla3. baru jam 4 gue dijemput padahal lagi disiapin makan tapim akhirnya gue pulang. oya, gue takjub sama rumahn ya pocut enak banget terus kamarnya princess2 gituu lucuuu deeh. terus pulang dan internetan. besoknya, a.k.a harini, gue bangun makan bubur dan chat rencananya pgn ke pim bareng moza denish tapi jadinya besok deeh. eh gue belom cerita kemaren shinta marah sama gue gara2 gue ngeliatin foto kelas 4 ke rifky. shiiin maaafff banget ya saay muuah.

bye all

XOXO, ~~chaantyty~~

this day are like shit

2008-11-27T03:45:00.000-08:00

this day start at school. jadi gue masuk kelas, ngobrol2 dikit terus kan gu ngobrolnya sama gitul, noni, amel gitu kan, planning for something big. terus pas mau baris gitu gue jalan sama #01, terus dia bilang pm gue yang "jadi kalian masih mau NGEJUTEKIN GUE, gangaruh lagi" gitukan, gue bilang gue kasian amat, terus gue alesan bla3 padahal itu kan si itu sama # lainnya. terus baris, tapi ga diperiksa pasgap gitu. aduh kemaren gue ga nulis sih, gue kan pagi2 marah2 gitu, gara2 ade gua biasa kan, terus gua jadi salah seragam, harusnya pake putih ijo, malah puti2 -,-. terus kan maen ke rumah syifa gitu, ketemu kakanya cantik gila mantepp dah.kata ira dia ngefans pgn bikin fc, gue ikuut deh raa :DD. terus kita maen2 gitu terus syifa kan ngaji, gila guru ngajinya lama amat ceramahnya hehe sorry syif, terus kan bla3 gitu udah gitu bibi nya gitu ke atas bawa mi padahal gue sama ira lagi maen internet. gaenak kan, terus gue sama ira dasripada lebih lama disana karna kita tau syifa bakalan lama, kita makan minya duluan. terus kan bibinya naek keatas gitu bawa cucian,gila gua sama ira malu abis, yang punya rumah(sekeluarga pula) lagi ngaji dibawah, kita temennya malah makan mi diatas, haha gue ngerasa norak dah. udah gitu pulang dianterin syifa(sama supirnya juga) eh bonyok ira belom pulang kan, bagus ga dimarahin, bonyok gue juga, tapi ade gua ngadu ke nyokap, nyokap ngadu ke bokap -_______-. males gellaaa terus gua dimarahin gituh otp aduuh malaaay.jadi gua gabisa nulis blog padahal pengeen.
terus kan lanjut, sampe mana di bagian hari ini? abis itu kita dihukum gara2 belom ngumpulin SKAI. fyi, itu kea buku yang harus ditandatangani guru dan harus dipraktekan dan dapet nilai, kalo ga selesai gabole ikut ujian gituh. bistu kan dihukum pake sumpah2 segala(biasa pa malik) terus tadarus(iih tumben gue rajin) abis itu moving ke akhlak aqidah tes balblabla moving ke b.indo bales2an pantun gituh seru ngejek2 gajelas gitu tapi malesnya gue diledekin pacull aduh males banget he ruins all my life huhh masa sih ada yang suka ama orang kea gitu gila apa gua haha. i'll tell you why was all my friand teased me "PACUL" later alright :D(najis sok inggris nyaha) terus kan istirahat jajan, ketemu si hehe dan ketemu hehe lagi, lagi, dan lagi. sampe pulang ketemu hehe terus kea tai. terus ketemu fachrey dan minta duit karena dia telah berjanji tapi dia hanya memberi SECENG-jengjeng-udah gitu yaa ngobrol2 gitu ama anak2 kelompok tabo karna gada yg bawa buku resep dll jadi kita ngobrol karna ada yg lg praktek dibawah bu dewi juga go awaay ke bawah.
apter det, gue ke bawah buat pelajaran komp biasa lah terus si ayu maen game bokep gitu ampe heboh hehe. terus si bang fajar cuma ngeliatin doang kita teriak2 gitu padahal kata anak cowo sih biasaa hehe.abis itu solat ama gitul amel, oya minta nebeng -_-. terus abis itu pelajaran aljabar dan kita diceramahi sebagai anak unggulan yang berbeda dengan unggulan lainnya dan sangat standard haha. terus kita ekskul gitu bikin origami dan gabisa2 dan males banget. akhirnya pulang deh, pulaaaang!!!!!!!

curhat gilagilaan

2008-11-25T06:08:00.000-08:00

ohmigot.gue gapercaya ada yang jadian lagi hari ini.aduh. frustasii haha.dih males gada cowo aja frustasi. inget chan elu tu uda 12 taun jombloo.woo norak alay kampung.tuhkan gue udah frustasi+gila beneran. siapa aja yang baca blog gua lanjutin aja ya jangan garagara penulisnya gila karena gapunya cowo lo jadi berenti baca blog gua. udah ah kalo menurut lo postingan gua yang ini gapenting mending lo loncat aja ke postingan gua yang lain(yang postingannya bisa diitung pake jari hoaahayy). aduh hari ini tuh ketemu sama tu kakak terus, gatau diejekin apaan lagi hariini. udah gitu ya, gue ga dianggep banget hari ini pengen gua bunuh mereka semua aaargh. males ah males ke sekolah tauga. uda sekolahnya najos, temen2nya lagi malesin, kaka kelasnya wuaaa. huh penderitaan ama gua gabakal pisah lama keanya.sekalinya gue seneng ada aja ancur2nya.aduuuuh kea tai lagi gue gatau mau nulis apaan di blog. udah gitu gua gabisa2 ngedit blog, gaptek, noraaak. huaaaa. gua pengen mati tapi shoat gua bolongbolong. terus mau kea gimana lagi gua coba huhh. mendingan gua tidur aja yegak. byeee muachmuach

tauah idup gua hancuur berantakan

2008-11-19T01:14:00.000-08:00

aduh tadi dia ituh manggil katanya ituh dia gitu deh nyariin gitu udah gitu eh malahan di pergi udah gitu aaduuh gue pusiiiing.lebay ya gue hehe sorry :D.jadi giniloch, gue kan lagi pusing, bete, orangorang tu pada kea tai. katanya saya mempunyai banyak salah pada mereka, namun saya tidak mengerti kesalahan saya apa, saya cuma ingin, jika ada yang baca blog saya ini, saya minta maaf jika memang ada salah, jika tidak ada, baguslah.
taugasi lolo pada garagara lo gua jadi pusing mikirin salah gua dimana tauga gua ga sebel ama lo ya tapi kalo emang gue ada salah ngomong salah gua dimana. jangan bikin gue pusing gini. kan kalo elo ngomong gue bisa ngerepair salah gua itukan.eh satulagi ya, katakata tai itu buat semua orang bukan elu doang.jgn sampe gue jadi disalahin lagi. gue tuh sebenernya pengen baikan ama kalian, cuma kaliannya yang gamau baekan ama gue. segitunya apa salah gue sama kalian sampe kalian gamau maapan ama gue? gue ga bermaksut nyolot ato nantangin, tapi plis kasi tau salah gua, dengan cara baikbaik ya. gue gamau kesannya jadi kea ngelabrak, gue minta maaf sama kalian, gue ga berharap kita jadi deket, trapi gue cuman mau ga dipandang sebagai musuh kalian lagi.itu doang, selebihnya terserah kalian.
gue sedih dan takut sendiri tauga kalo ngeliat kalian, bukan gue mau menghindar karena asebel, tapi karena gue takut. bukan berarti juga gue pecundang, teserah kalo emang dimata kalian gue kea gitu. tapi satu hal, gue minta maaf.makasih

daan buat ira honey, orang ini beda sama yang elo tulis di "buat seseorang" ya hun. thank you

kok bosen bangeet harinii.eh gajuga deng

2008-11-05T02:08:00.000-08:00

jadi hari ini gue berangkat ke sekolah naik mobil pada pukul 6.35 menit.sampai disekolah ternyata lumayan ramai dan saya tidak telat seperti biasanya (Y).itu karena emak gue lagi go away to another city and another land in the same country.and then, pas baru sampai saya langsung menyontek pr matematika pelajaran BOODY WEEBOWWOW wah lucu maksut saya BUDI WIBOWO. setelah menyontek bel berbunyi dan mendengar ceramah dari beberapa guru" gaje.bagus hari ini gue kaga ditangkep pasgap.aseek.huehe tetapi ira tetap marah" walau tidak tertangkap dan mengatai seseorang BAPET.setelah itu kita baca Qur'an dgn khidmat lalu muping ke kls pkn.bis tu kan pa yamin ga masuk jadi kita belajar dgn BU DEWI.iya dewi bawel abis huhh.terus kita foto" pke laptop shnta(padahal gue kaga kena) krn ada tugas presentasi pkn tp krn yamin gamasuk jd pd maen.tp dewi bawel marah" ktny hrs ngerjain buku ctk(padahal ngarang sendiri bkn yamin yg nyuruh.sotoy).yauda kita mau ngerjain tp malah ngobrol bis tu bel.trus yg seru tu pljrn fisika kt ga belajar lohloh malah ngobrol ttg geng" gitu.seru deh. trus ulgn arab. trus pljrn bk sm panorman ngmgn geng jg.trus aaku pulang bk yutup dan nyokapm pulang dan baweeeel lagii uhh.eh tauga masa pada nyebarinnya gue sk ama pacul pdhl gue kan sukanya sama k---- huhh!!

sms ayeaye

2008-11-03T05:03:00.000-08:00

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.aku senang.tapi aku sedih.ia bahasanya aku huahaha.ceritain yang senang" aja deeh.kasian ama gua yak klu nyritain sdi". jadi kan waktu hari sabtu kemaren tanggal satu novembeer, gue dan beberapa teman(selly ghina noni wulan ayu) pergi ke warnet kan, buat ngerjain tugas pkn si yamin ituu.terus,ternyata gue paling telat dan mereka udah slese semua.ternyataaa, gue diajakin syifa buat pergi bareng ka adam&pacarnya, juga rehan.tapi karena saya tida tahu, saya belum bawa money blablabla.kbetulan gue juga belom bawa jaket. tapi gu harus bawa jaket karena gue gatahan dingiin.fyi, gue ke warnet naek ojek hoho.di klopnet.uda gitu akhirnya kita(gue selly ghina)ninggalin noni wulan ayu karena rehan ama ka adam uda otw.kbetulan yg diundang ama syifa cuma gue ghina, ira ama selly syifa diundang ka adam. terus, karena ternyata nyokapnya selly meninggalkan kita.eiitss, bukan meninggal, tapi ditinggal di warnet.jadi kita berjalan kaki keluar warnet dan mencari taxi.tapi, jalan rayanya kan gede karena menuju tol tuh, jadi susah mau kemana".akhirnya kita tanya ama satpam 1. kita(k):mas, bisa cariin taxi ga mas? satpam 1(s1):wah ada disana dek k:bener mas ada disana(gayakin soalnya jauh) s1:iya cari aja dek. yauda akhirnya kita cari.eh pas uda sampe gada disitu, kita tanya satpam 2.katanya:disitu dek(nunjuik keujung yang jauh). akhirnya kita jalan terus ampe 4 satpam kita tanyain, nemu juga taxi lewat.tukang taxinya kita ajak bcanda mulu huahaha.tertnyata tukang taxinya gahul haha.setelah mampir keruma gua, kita keruma ira. ternyata dia masi siap" kita treak" terus soalnya: RAA! CEPEET!! ARGO JALAAN!! haha.jd taxi kt pke argo.stlah nyampe, ternyata headband gue ktinggalan di taxi.untuk tu taxi belom beranjak, jadi deh gue ambil.setelah naek ke foodcourt, ternyata rehan ama ka adam ad di gramed.setelah ktemu, kita ijin mau makan.laper.abis makan bla", kita keatas buat mesen tiket. karena yg paling cepet itu hallowen, sementara ira mau les, akhirnya kita ntn hallowen walau ud jalan 15 menit.crtny gaje, ttg seorang anak psikopat yg bunuh"in keluarga dan orang" disekitarnya cuma saat hallowen.SADIIS GILAA.terus rehan ka adam dan cewenya nyusul deh.gue aja telat dikit ga ngerti.apalagi dia yak.ada bokep" gitu jugaa, gila malees nontonnyabis ntn, sadis banget padahal tu anak baru 10 taun.gue kalo udah ada backsoung serem" gitu gue langsung tutup mata ama kuping.haha backsoundnya lebay.kt nganter ira ke tukang taxi, krn dy uda telat.tp trnyata maceeet gila ada truk gandeng tguling.yauda akhirnya kt jalan" dulu kjan, eeh ktmu kenny.waw seneng.tp krn lehernya panjang gue jadi diejekin pacul -,-. males abis.terus kita ke bensol, kbetulan rehan dkk ada di dpn bensol juga. bistu pulang kan, ktm mamanya putri.nyokap sly jmpt, kt keruma ghna yg extrim.tdnya dy mau naek ojek tp ujan. ternyata jalannya extrim abis.ganyangka.terus keruma ira, bis tu keruma gue haha.nyampe rmh jam tujuh dehdeh.trus yg sedih" ga gue critain ah bikin sedih hahahaaaay

2008-10-29T21:43:00.000-07:00

dii ruang komputerr.aduh minggu ini gue bete abiss.gue tau banyak hal yang ga gua tau sebelumnya.mana gue sakit gigi lagi.abis dari dokter gigi gue malah sakit.terus gue tau si *peep* suka sama si *peep*.terus uda gitu shinta juga ada masalah.tapii gue lagii sukaa banget ama lagu "your guardian angel" aduh liriknya dalem dehdehdeh:

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

tukaaan daleem gasiii

nonton gaje bareng iraghina

2008-10-14T05:21:00.000-07:00

Hmm gue mau cerita tentang waktu itu(senin, 22 september 2008). Waktu itu hari pertama kita sekolah, abis uts selesai. Pas hari itu ada lomba yang diadain ama OSIS, namanya Kurma Ramadhan. Di Kurma Ramadhan ini, ada tiga jenis lomba, ada puisi, MTQ(kaga tau gue kepanjangannya yang jelas baca Qur’an gitu deh), ama fashion show baju muslim. Kebetulan gue perwakilan dari kelas gue buat baca puisi. Malay banget pas nama gue dipanggil. Soalnya, semua siswa harus pantengin gue di depan panggung. Ada ank kls lapan ama sembilan juga lagi! Dammit bgt dah. Alhasil, gue baca puisi dengan tenang(saking tenangnya mpe kaga kedengeran!! Hh). Selesai baca puisi, gue ama temen2 ngobrol2 sambil dgrin iPod diatas bis tu kita pulaanng alias ngabur. Soalnya kita hrsny plg bis shalat zuhur, tp liat nak” yg kabur kita ikutan. Ternyata, udah pulang semua! Pas jalan ke parkiran kt ktm kepsek dan dia nyantai aja tuh. That’s not the ending of my story, there’s a lot more! After get out of the hell(school) we get some chat at parkiran(jahhah, kembali ke Indonesia). We had some serious discussion(halah), yaitu: ghina ngajakin jalan.haha. ada syifa, putri, ghina, ira, gue. bis tu akhirnya setelah minta ijin ke mamipapi segala macem kita ketemu boma, utha, A-eS, ma rivan. Mereka pada ngajak nonton padahal cewe2 pada mau k itc. Akhirnya, mobil nyokap dateng dan kita meluncur ke itc(without putri and syifa coz they had some ef). Trus, u/ mastiin kita brenti di dpn itc dan telponan. Boma cs ke rumah dulu ganti baju(mesos! Kita aja yang cewe nyantai!). Akhirnya kita pergi ke wtc dgn boma cs menyusul. Pas sampe itc, pertama2 kita ke counter fren buat beli pulsa hape cdma nyokap yg gw pinjem. Trus kt lgsg k bioskop buat liat jam tayang. Filmnya ada yang mulai 12.15, 12.30, 12.45, dan film trakhir mulai jam 1 pas. ternyata, boma rumahnya di pamulang! Haduh males bgt nunggunya. Alhasil, setelah diskusi ama anak cowo(lewat telepon soalnya pada letoy), dan karna wkt yg kepepet, kita pilih DEATH RACE yg mulai trakhir, jam 1. Anak cowo juga pada maunya nonton itu. Karena boma cs lama(bangeett), kita pesen tiket duluan dan masuk duluan juga. Pas lampu udah digelapin dan film uda mulai, gue telepon boma lagi nanya dy ada dimana. Dia masih mau ke rumah utha coba?? Aduh, akhirnya kita charlie’s angels(krn cuma b3, heheh) bodo amat ama mereka. Ditengah2 film, boma sms gw dan bilang mereka ud g bleh msuk. Akhirnya gue nyamperin mereka dengan sedikit diskusi: Boma(b):chan gimana, kita ud g bleh msuk Chanti(c):aduh gimana ya? Elu si letoy! Apa lewat situ aja?(pintu exit) B & utha(u):ada petugasnya ga? C:gada sama sekali ko(dgn yakinnya). Setelah nyadar pintunya gada gagang dari luarnya, gue bilang lagi. C:eh tp g bs ya jgn deh. Apa lo g ush ntn aja??(suma berfikir.ceilah) B:lo bis ni ntn lg mw g? C:ogah! Lagian ghina les tau(sementara gue ngmg ma boma, utha dan rivan jalan ke pintu exit) U:eh bisa kok!(kita lgsg nengok trnyt pnt exitny bs dbuka) C:jgn kali! U:udahlah masuk aja! Gw jalan k dalem dgn gerombolan anak2 laki letoy. Diliatin lagi! Yaiyalah bawa temen kaga pke tiket gtuh! Tiba2 ad ptugas nyamperin. Dia suruh boma cs kluar, eh gue lupa blg A-eS gajadi ikut. Gue bilang gini "pak dia juga bayar juga ga masalah ko pak!". boma blg "iya pak cuman kita g ble msuk ma mbanya2. Ptugas bilang ”yaudah tapi tadi yg msuk kluar dulu". Yaudah akhirnya charlie’s angel aja yang nonton. Ada adegan pukul2an pke besi, kepala pecah, cewe bohai, kata2 aneh kea fuck bitch ass ma asshole. Haha tu film mamen dah. Abis itu boma ngajakin nge-Net ama maen billiard tp ghna dah tlat ef. Nyokapnya telp mulu, dia tes lagi. Yaudah, kita pulang deh, boma cs gatau gmn nasibnya tdny si mw nebeng tp ga muat! hehew

ambil raport

2008-09-22T23:57:00.000-07:00

huffh. hai semua, pengen cerita tentang kehidupan hari ini. ya, hari yang nggak indah, nggak membosankan juga, cuma hari ini panas(matahari ga tanggung-tanggung manggang gue!), lemes, cape, dan begitulah. pada akhirnya gue harus rela terdampar di sofa. ato ga kasur yang empuk dan ac yang dingin...(sounds fun!hahah). jadi, aku mengawali hariku dengan bangun sahur...(ceritanya kea di film gitu terbang ke masa lampau) tring! ya, saia sudah sampai si khayalan saia tentang saur tadi pagi. jadi ceritanya, aku pagi ini dibangunin jam... ga sempet liat deng ngantuk. trus aku maleeess banget saur tadi pagi. terus aku bilang sama mama ga pengen saur. trus aku dimarahin. pada akhirnya aku disuruh cuci piring ajah karena pembantu udah pulang ke kampung. jadi, setelah cuci piring aku minum segelas setelah imsak(boleh kan minum abis imsak?? yang ga boleh pas adzan dan setelahnya!). trus aku makan dua buah tempe tepung karena laper tapi males makan. abis ituh adzan deh! abis saur aku chat sebentar terus tidur. jam setengah lapan aku dibangunin untuk ke sekolah. tapi aku bilang hari ini tuh ga sekolah. setelah jam lapan aku bangun, ternyata temen" udah pada ngumpul di sekolah. yaudah dengan malasnya aku ke mandi dan dandan selama kurang lebih satu jam hehe. trus jam sembilan lewat baru aku ke sekolah. ternyata pas di sekolah, disana udah sepi banget. pas lagi jalan sama mama, tiba" ada kaka kelas yang males aku liat udah ngejogrok disitu. there's only one way to reach my beloved jhs albesd, so i have to walk in front of him. gapapa, untung dia lagi ngadep ke arah lain. setelah naik dengan aman tanpa diliatin kaka kelas, ternyata dikit yang ada di lantai atas, yaitu lantai 3 dimana anak" kelas tujuh ngumpul semua. ternyata udah pada pulang. ffiuhh, untung ternyata cuma bagi raport aja gada acara lain. raportku lumayan bagus, dengan rata" 87, aku rank 2 di kelas(7.4 dan alhamdulillah unggulan), tapi sayangnya aku harus her pkn(huhh! pak yamin!) dan olahraga(my worst subject). tapi hampir semua anak her pkn. is'nt that weird?? abis itu nganterin mama sebentar ke pasar, dan internet deh!!